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WTF GET A LIFE?

2009-08-26T03:25:00.002+08:00

Seriously i dun get it.. why u guys wanna do shits like that? im just a few mth away from ORD... and u wanna crash my life? srsly, what do u get from this? a free contract with satan? a promotion? come on man? wtf is wrong with u guys? this is depressing how things are.. Just keep checking... just keep checking... I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE, sad that u guys dun ;)

2008-09-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's my bday... my bday.... the day which i didnt had a clue wat i was suppose to be doing out on the incubator... the day i first came into contact with stress..

Thanx kristin! it was uber sweet of u to come all the way down to woodland to pass me teh cake! it was awesome! and yes i am touched =)

Thanx to every who've smsed me which i have replied to each and everyone of u in honest sincerity =)

BBQ later at 5pm =) come if u are reading this early in the morning.. pit 31 @ east coast park! XD

Spend thrift

2008-08-10T17:41:00.005+08:00

A shout out to everyone who've taken their time and effort to come down funan as well as smsing me! the performance was great.. poor crowd but nevertheless it was gr8 to me.. minor cock up here and there nonetheless it was refreshing to be performing solo yet again =)

To those tat have smsed me ur regret for not being able to make it.. my very sincere thanx to all those that have once think abt supporting me, the very idea itself was rewarding as a performer =)

Had a great chill out session with bryant.. planning for the 27th sept teenage icon competition as well as plans to bring up and nurture the bboxing culture in sg... we both have great minds that have been trying to accomplish certain stuff yet only until now that our ideas collide into one.. there will be gr8 thing ahead for us in the future i bet... was gr8 chilling and jamming with him, as well as shopping over at raffles city...

OH AND YEA... OMG u know what? i bought a skinny jeans.. and i was all along against skinny jeans.. and i bought one myself.. damn.. wat contradiction rofl...

i'm becoming more and more spend thrift.. damn i need to control the cashflow man... anyone wanna help be my manager? lol xD

saw some dope stuff over at river island and my "forever no money to buy" g unit sweater... Zara hoodie... woohoo... one garment every mth will be dope rofl

Alright gtg for now.. need to do some router practice b4 i get on with the 50km route march rofl pls pray for me aite!? strength and wisdom.. thanx all u fellow blog readers =)

and for a lil entertainment... this following vid i am gonna show u guys is my very first performance as a bboxer collaborating with bryant... thanx to his help for such exposure... oh yea this is oso my 2-3mth standard back then xD enjoy!

Funk out~

Time

2008-08-10T04:54:00.003+08:00

Frustrated....
Time Wasted...
Where's the accountability?
Where's the responsibility that match thou maturity?
Time have never been so much more magnified during my 19 years on earth than now...

Time is precious...

I am not some kind of spare character for thy usage

i only have two weekend... half a weekday....

pls treat it with due respect....

Hectic

2008-08-09T01:05:00.003+08:00

Exactly when was my last post? LAST WEEK... actually i had alot of chance to update the blog during the week but i decided not to... to keep all u fanatics out there waiting ROFL.

This week was kinda hectic, from monday all the way down to wed i had this crazy exam going on for 3 days 2 night.. it was crazy man... doing stuff like this:

Doing stuff like "show run", "en", "config t", " int s0/0", "ip add 192.68.0.1 255.255.255.0" sorta thing/.. wats really stupid was that most of us had our work delayed cause of the ancient machine that they had.. how inefficient it was to give us routers that would shut itself down all of a sudden and den giving us lan cables that doesnt clip on the port.. suxorsss

IN ANYCASE i had this crazy 24km route march over at east coast park during wed... around midnight or so.. it was one of the most peculiar march i'ver ever done... marching pass seafood centre and food court... we were like some moving forest parading our mobility... wth!? came back with one blister.. yup.. one blister and an asscrack abrasion... how endearing is that? what's even more staggering is the upcoming 50km route march i have on this imminent monday... barely a week to recover and i am launching my next march around the whole of cck area... guys if u're my friend u would really pray for me =)

PERFORMANCE:
Location: Funan IT mall
Time: 1:30pm
Date: 10th aug 08 Sunday
Detail: Having a performance over there for their big annual sale or something...

Yup guys i'm having a show over at funan it mall.. it was kinda last min but nvrtheless i've got a set to conquer the stage with.. however recently my mouth have been acting kinda weird.. aint sure why man, cant really bring out wats on my mind... but yea i bet sunday's gonna be dope. =)

Its national day parade today! i am suppose to be doing guard duty but gracious to God that i was being placed as reserve due to the fatique i've accumulated during the 24km route march.. (i bet some of u guys are gonna say i'm weak, well i've got to catch my breath b4 diving into a 50km insane march) Firework anyone? rofl i hope to see some crazy firework going on this year... firework like the one from LOTR: fellowship of the ring.. the one where frodo released that freakin dragon firework... w0000t! that would be really dope.

Oh yea guys if u've got any nice blogshop that sells hoody, sneakers, new era caps, sweater, shirts, jeans.. well FOR GUYS pls... do tag it up my board.. =)

2 more weeks to 3sg~

without communication... everything will start to fail.....
miscommunication will impede the initial significance

i wish i coulda gone to sch... coulda do my stuff... coulda be crazy for abit.. coulda lose my manner... coulda do naughty things...

ok naughty is very suggestive.. i should rephrase it to "silly" instead...

i was never a nice person, never a sane person... i am not the... "oh i'm sorry are u ok?" kinda person...

i am not good with words... neither am i good looking.... nor gentle....

i am just some idunreallycaremuchabttheworldtheonlythingicareabtisGOD person

curtain close

kthxbye

Backy

2008-08-03T02:10:00.003+08:00

W0000000t! i just came back from one of the most revitalizing service ever... this service seriously brought my relationship with God to a whole new level, Knowing that maturity doesnt really count by the age but the lvl of responsibility u have over urself... its a really huge leap.. and considering that hillsong brought me to a realm of peace and serenity with the Almighty God... i really wonder why time and time again when thing doesnt go as smoothly i whine and falter in my believe with God.. Childish... Being childish is not equivalent as child-like...

Mark conner is teh man... The way he preaches, he articulate, the way he injects his humour into his sermon... its every man dream to have such charisma..

Had Popping Lesson 1.. Open lesson, initially toon and i was gonna head for hip hop 2, but once again it's cancelled... thus leaving us with no choice but popping.. man i was freaking rusty... daymmnn... i saw Ben having his newstyle 2 lesson and it was totally dope.. gonna be attending that next week... xD

Was searching around in taka for some special food but couldnt seem to find it... maybe i need to find some japanese beverage store to really find it.. i wonder why issit so scarce.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Had Supper with huat, man and zs... originally i had plans... but yea something happened thus giving me the chance to fellowship with them woodlanders... glad that it turn out like that lol.. or i wouldnt be talking with precious friend like em... However it's been awhile since i've last gone into a club man... its like aeon since my last entry.. roflol

WELLLLL lets crack some laughter here~

LOLOLOL XD

rawr

2008-08-01T20:41:00.004+08:00

OMG!? UPDATES~! roflolmaowtpbbq, ooookay lets see......

So much have happened this week, kinda lame tho... We had lotsa test and stuff, wasnt very pleasant tho but well i've grit thru this hellish piece of macoroni.

Shit i actually had alot to type abt but damn i am having this writer's block... i cant type a single thought floating in my mind out in word.. daymnnnnnnn

Ok whatever it is i've gotten myself guard duty on National day... issint it nice? look how well army is treating me? taking away my grandios relaxolios time.. regardless of such i am still fine with it actually... its just some insanely red day... imagine some millions of tiny lil red arses seated in the stadium... its like having menses or something.. its insane...

my suggestion for this years latest NDP fashion? Cheong sum... Red hawt almighty cheong sum coupled with 2 pow on teh head... model urself after chun li.. just that in red.. can u picture that? no? let me give u a little help

Well definitely not with that white sash on or the spiked bracelet.. imagine having those while flinging ur flimsy arm with those bamboo-ed flags of singapore... oh bloody... hey wait.. blood is red and that means? *smirk* well i will leave all the imagination to u guys

Well fashion for the guys? be special.. Dress in Red dragon emperor suit.. holy.. imagine walking around like some big shot... need me to give u some visualizin help? NOT.. aint have those pic rofl.. u can try searching those yoself LOL! In anycase u can try having ur blusher on with a couple of hong baos stamped on ur body.. i bet u will look Red to the max!

Ok in anycase u've got to believe me.. the helmet in army has this ability to absorb all of ur knowledge and wisdom... when army guys wear their helmet.. they literally cant think.. can u picture a guy walking up all suave and stuff like that, but when he wears that bulky green piece of shiat... he will be walking like some slave banging on to tree with his eyes wide open... seriously....

ok wateva it is i am gonna end my post here until my brain decide to tune itself back to its original state...

Teenage icon 08

2008-07-27T00:57:00.005+08:00

Man this week was freaking tiring, considering i have gone to teh jungle with a freaking vehicle and setting up some crazy stuff on the vehicle its uber tiring... 36hr no slp... grrr

In anycase i've gone to some competition which my friend informed me last min.. sianed... but in anycase i've gotten the whole group into semi final... i would consider that these competition brought my stage presence to another lvl... stage presence = captivation... captivation = total annihilation of competitors.. rofl.... well i hope that each time i goes on stage i will improve either technically, in stage presence or musicality... i hope in which ever way it is i will always move forward than backward... love the competitors xD!

Check it out!

ok my semi final is on

27th of sept 08
Heeren
Time yet to confirm

i know is freaking far away but would greatly appreciate it if u guys would block the day to come and support me, it will be some crazy new shit! Thanx guys who've come to support xD

WARGHHHHHH.... drownsss

2008-07-19T14:05:00.006+08:00

Just came back from a paintball fight with my frantic cellgroup members and along with another cg.

One word.... PAIN

Rofl it was pretty fun assuming that the first round, i was pumping adrenaline through my nostril into my coconut sized brain i was ready to take on any hulk thats in my way.. but low and behold.. my mask was LOOOSEEE... Game over i had to pull my mask tight the next round... oh man i made both team lose a turn.. that sux.. but well my second round was pretty dope.. gaining my speed and momentum i had my hands on the gay brick.. for ur info its purple in color =) so i had to run as if i was neo.. doing the impossible "matrix" move on my way back to safety.. rofl.. with my wind-like speed i went for the flag... however the opposite team had gotten the better of us, seems like morpheus was on their side.... daymn~

Sorry bout my raw post.. didnt check for any possible mistake.. i am currently on race with time.. will come back and edit this one... i've got a retarded video as well, will post it up asap =) entertainment never ends with Jacky.. it starts with Me xD

p.s srsly my hair sux and it grows pretty slow... iunno why man...

8th week

2008-07-18T22:28:00.005+08:00

Today marks the end of my 8th chapter in my current course... as T-r-a-i-n-e-e.... lol srsly as each and everyday past melancholy, my drive to carry on dwindle away.. even though with great friends and buddy, i guess the only drive to move on was to be of a good testimony, to do it with a spirit of excellence, to look forward to the end of the course together with my friends and be insanely hyper abt it for lets say 24 hrs? b4 the next phase of hell devour us whole....

I am srsly sorry to be a wholesome bore to all of u, but my life is stuck in this situation as if i was gonna write my own version of mein kampf.... well if ya ready for it pls do carry on with my horribly melancholic short anecdote...

Well with my brand new computer sinking into my brain every fraction of a second i was dieing to rush home every single day since i first went into hades... To my dismay our boss have gone on to another course to be a better leader and apparently someone have got to replace his presence, not as if we would die without him but there have got to be someone taking over us... and honestly speaking, we don't really "deserve" with the likes of him (new boss)... we are more ill treated than ever by demon like him(new boss)...

Given that we have some few minutes to rest in our comfy room, he ate away all of that flexi-time and demanded a thorough vicinity cleaning every day and wats even worse is that his time management sucked to the very core on earth.. its even worse than the core of hitler.... not that i have something against him.. but gosh this asshole have got to make every second, every minute, every hour, every day a literal nightmare....

My resolution is to make sure that during graduation i will come directly to his face and remark abt him face to face like a man... since both of our status will be on par after graduation.. i will tell it straight to his face that he doesnt earn a single respect from us, with the way he lead.. its worse than the blind leading the blind.. its like the sheep leading the blind... danggggggg life is not treating me good.. i hope i can be a real gd friend with life so life could treat me like a buddy lol...

been writing alot back in comfy room abt my thoughts and all but however with ppl like Jeffrey i dun even have the time to pack up what i need into my bag... from uniform to casual clothing in like 5 min and run 3 storeys down and get into a neat formation is not exactly the most benign thing to do...

Been doing some E math and A math exercises and am really please with myself cause i am able to understand most of what my friends teaches me.. i am really glad and grateful that i am situated amongst all of the A lvl student.. with insane counts of A's in their cert i tell u.. its hard not to be intimidated.. but there are still normal ppl and i would say my intellect matches theirs.. wat was different between me and them was my laziness.. rofll....ok maybe not.... er... ok nvm

just got back home... i've been reading a couple of novels and some of which was really dull some brought me into a whole new world of excitement and adventure... but well imagination was all that it takes.. rofl

seriously i really have to start talking in the honkee accent once again.. i kept mixing it with indian accent and to think that my racial harmony performance is in 3days time... arghhh

oh yea guys if ya have some time to spare do read up on Jodi picoult's "Sisters keepers" and for adventure seeking ass like me check out on all the series of Warcraft.. the literacy lvl for both are quite effortless however warcraft does seem to lack some flashy words to make it much interesting...

I am fat..... daymn... i need ta get slimmmmeeeerrrrr

fat

fat

like kungfu panda..

i need move V

n

Eyes scream

with lotsa

Friendsssssss xD

P.S all of which i've written requires u to change some word into the possible link for wat i am doing and who i am ostracizin rofl

The countless attempt to revive this lol

2008-07-14T14:31:00.005+08:00

Yes yes yes i am back and with more to grumble abt, lol apparently there's really really really alot to talk abt lol. aint sure whether i can finish typing all of it, BUT... imma try.. hard, like real hard.... like a rock.... a pebble.... a stone.....

things flies really fast... awhile ago i was having long hair... and next.. my mirror fails me.... planning abt wat imma do in the future during ns... thinking abt all the possible route for me to take... all of which are racing against time.... always thinking whether am i gonna be too old when i graduate, eventually this thinking lead me to a needless depression, however writing of all those plans down srsly helps alot...

From BMT to sispec...

Things arent as smooth in sispec, to think that i would have a better life after bmt was just wilful thinking... As i walk into the hallway where the corridors were forsaken by God... i knew my days were marked... rofl... why so u asked? well i got myself entangled by bravo... marvelous! rofl. The amazing thing is.. i got thru those 8 weeks of hell on earth and got a hold of Signal institute...

From Sispec to SI

Thinking that things will smoothen out after the horrible 8 weeks of rough patches in my life, i indulge into yet another wilful thinking, Slagmont camp is gonna be SLACK! which is why they call it slackmont camP!!!!! NOT!!!! can u believe it!? b4 my batch they had NO SOC (standard obstacle course)... and den it came to me like a plague for the rest of my NS life... and when i was so frigging happy abt being able to take CCNA... YET another srsly bad piece of information arrived... we are the last batch to take ccna 3.1vers... the next will take v4.. OH WOW thank you very much SI... the only thing that i am currently srsly happy abt is my friends in SI.. they are srsly the most wildest bunch of ppl i've ever met during my NS life roflolmaowtpbbq!

Well theres so much to talk abt them... so lil time to waste.. imma TRY to do my next update asap abt them! xD

Life..

Pretty much the same... well optimistic or not.. pessimistic or not... life goes on... friendship can sometime be so fragile.. a foundation build on wrong materials, wrong grounds, wrong time...

Girls are such unique creature... guys are such special creature... Jacky is yet another one on its own...

yes i am EMO lol

a wild night yet....

2008-03-12T16:40:00.004+08:00

aite man i pop-ed yesterday! 2 weeks of break... man i deserve this rest.... srsly.. rofl.

Let me elaborate to u what happened during the last few days of my bmt, it was freaking hilarious.

on monday night it was jeremy(xiao beng) birthday... so in celebration of his birthday we decided to buy lotsa snack b4 we got book in. on that night itself we brought out all the snacks and had a small little party. After all that eating and celebrating... ITS TIME.... rofl... we held down a couple of ppl taking our shampoo and body soap constantly spamming into their ass and their groin area with em roflol... we just kept spamming it on ppl.. i've gotten myself some nipple rubbing but i manage to escape from the shampoo on butt kinda stuff rofl. We wanted to pin down our sergeant and stuff like that.. but they aint spontaneus so well we threw that idea away lol.

At the pop itself... we march in like a troop of spartans and it was raining heavily... uber garang man.. everyone was clapping rofl... up seh.. rofl... the whole thing was pretty awesome... hate to say it but i wish i could do bmt once more... rofl.. (without the field camp) lolol

After everything... went home with mum and huatz... chill at home for a few hrs b4 moving out to zouk along with xiao beng (rofl), yang and dex... but its like this mix age party going on there... kinda suxors seeing that the queue was like longer than the longest whale i ever saw on the net... (just exaggeratin) all the small lil mei mei and boi boi (zomg twitzors) aite so yang suggested home club... so we went off to home club with em ppl.. and 3 other brand new peeps tat i've yet to really memorize their name...( think they were called like bin, vivian and kristine... might get em wrong but yea rofl) went to drink abit... 4 glasses of this insane vodka which is like really strong... but yea... it taste fine... real fine. yang got really drank after a few insane game, he's screwed after tat... the rest u can imagine urself.. as for us we went into home club (we were drinking outside) and danced abit... srsly i havent been dancing... i needa go oschool and attend some open classes.... lyyyriiccalllll hipppp hoppppp... rofl anyway back on track the girls were having fun themself and as for me.. i took cared of yang watching how dex and jeremy got themself drunk with the beers...( didnt really see how they got drunk i was kinda half sleeping..) i woulda joined in if it wasnt like beer rofl... but all of em got wasted after all the alcohol... yang went home shortly after.

The rest of us went over to eat supper at the prata hse. ate some tissue prata.. n went home along with jeremy and the girls. sent em off one by one and den home sweet home... w00000tttttt! the best thing abt this part is.. I AM AT HOME ON A TUESDAY! ok pardon my insanity.. had a short performance brief this morning... and now i'm like at my uncle house.....

dang i hate em relatives... quarelling who should take care of my grandpa... come on man.. u guys are his son and daughter... i cant be there all the time to take care... props to 2nd uncle... he's da man and my mum of course for taking so much time away from her work... if u guys werent so irresponsible.. i wont have to waste my 6 years in the army...

major change in life...

My Lord will provide and guide my way.....

POP LOH!

2008-03-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

W00000t its been like a genrously long time since i last blogged and yes this place is just as u imagined.... webcob everywhere, dust visibly seen... wooden grey house with nth but history of whats used to be... but hey! i've come with my magic clean...... ok wateva

Well.. first up... I AM GONNA POP SOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNN tats like a whooping 3 mths to start of with... i was a n00bish recruit when i first came to BMTC 2 MONGHAWK... rofl well my platoon 3 mate would understand why from Mohawk it became Monghawk.... well getting on to my humble story... within this little den of mine i only had a bed and locker and all my privacy were under the watchful eyes of my bunk mates... well not much.. just 11 other pairs of eye... rofl... as MOST NS MAN noe...... Mohawk is considerably famed for its competition with Ninja and apparently our OC had informed that Mohawk is XIONG.. well being mentally prepared i went thru my hell for abt a mth or so.. the PTP phase... it was really tough.. conditioning the body and stuff... but yea i went thru it like a man... (bahahahahah)

Had our live range as well.. it was awesome man... there was flashing lights everywhere like some star wars scene or something.. it was dope... (this flashing lights goes from everywhere~), well to cut it short... i was being awarded the best shoot of my company... 3 man tied with the same amount of shot hit... and they were all from the same platoon.. AND the best part.. they are all from the same section.... M3S1 OLE! xD

After that was like some Grenade throwing... which was dope as well.. it's like really loud... for the first time i've heard it.. i was standing with my friend discussing abt some game or sorta thing and BOOOOOMMMMMM... we were looking at each other O.O

Jacky: Wah... so loud arh... siao liao la......
Friend: wah.... jialat jialat... jit pai siao liao.... (this time we are goner)

we were like dang... this is crazy man

After that it was FIELD CAMP... oh man.. let me tell u abt the thing u need to worry abt.. its not the xiongness or the sleepless night u will get sleeping on hard ground praying not to rain.. its the XXXXXXL insect u gonna get during the days in the greeeeeen forest where every insect found in the encyclopedia of insect become real to u.. rofl

i had like 2 tubes of insect repellant all used up on this field camp and 3 packs of powder used up for just 2 days.... this shows u how fearful i am over those 6legged, 8legged, million legged freaks... Spider bigger than my palm, Giant centipede fat, thick and long... mosquito irritating as hell, wild boars on the run... wat can i say..... it's worth the wholesome experience man.... with bunk mate like mine.. u never get bored... rofl xD

WAIT UP i am not done yet yo... how can 3mth be spitted on just one blog post!? but well imma summarize it all up in one post and if i wanna to.. i will elaborate it on another.. but i guess i better not rofl... someone got caught for doing a proper detailed activity of what they planned for us rofl..

To get on with it... Field camp was fun... i know u're giving that O.o are u serious kinda look.. but no seriously.. its really fun.. except for the time u need to poo or take a leak in the middle of the night... and those XXXXXL insect that u never woulda thought u will meet... other than that.. all the mud is worth the fun lol...

One advice for all u NSF wannabe out there.. dont wayang.. seriously... it means not to suck up... dun cook up story of urself being heroic in the past and not being able to do things now.. pls pls pls... dun make up story... dun dun dun dun ever boast in the first mth... nvr nvr nvr provoke the beast within the platoon... be smart and be fun... =) Do what u gotto do and be who u are... rofl... BMT was fun... guess tats all i've got to say... and seriously.. i miss civilian life.... i got to go take up some serious dance classes and do some serious bbox jamming some day man... POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP POP LOOOOOOHHHHHHH

Disappointed

2007-08-08T07:04:00.000+08:00

The sudden news broke to me like lightning struck on trees... the immediate shock and then come the rushing sorrow.... i wasnt even able to talk to him for 2 mth... why the sudden news... God... why.... it's too fast... He wasn't even save.... why..

Lord i really wanna know why....

but i guess its no use holding it all in... Lord take it all from me...

I love U as always..

New photoshop enthusiast~

2007-08-07T02:32:00.000+08:00

w0000000000000t its time to update once more over this oh-so-exciting life of Jacky.. lolol man recently i have been dancing like so darn hardcore over my proj O exam... thank God i finally got over it.. XD

FOP was uber dope... went two days and those two days i left SIS with a better perception over life... i learn a valuable lesson in those 2 days and delirious? was totally awesome as well... oh not to ferget the kollaboration of delirious and don moen in each transit was so well done the atmosphere was so thick i almost suffocate under the power of the H.S... ok thats exageration.. lol XD

The song blindfold me by nas and kelis kept playing over and over again in my brain i just cant seem to take it off... been listening to it like over 300+ time just for the exam.. lololl

Just recently i went to search up some stuff for photoshop... and now i am equipped with better weapon to express my creativity on the blank sheet of virtual paper... yes.. and i have done quite some stuff lately on my laptop with my new found toy addition....

Yes My name this took me abt 2 hour? or even more... i editted it until i eventually finish watching evans almighty... was doing it since the start of the show.. so i was half doing it half watching evans XD
Yes I had it more enhance for Audictive... This is Audictive: Technologic... and yes i've made one for Min Kuan as well
This took me quite some time as well... i was doing it in O sch for like 1 hour but half of my effort was killed cause of some corrupted file thingy... and den i did it in FOP but the batt killed it as well... den i came home and completed it while i still remember how the thing was XD

Today i had the Fondue Pizza with Min kuan.. was suppose to have it along with Pam but apparently didnt reply my msg.. so i just went o with min kuan.. it was awesome.. the old days just flood back... I really Thank God for such a bro and buddy... cheese lover and as usual... he knows me from inside out.. (man sound gay.. LOL) okok wateva it is... we had alot plan up for our life... But ultimately God will be working within us XD

God is a living person presence.. not a piece of chisel stone.. but when God is personally present... a living spirit.. that all constricting legislation is recognize as obselete... we're free of it! All of us.. nth between us and God... our face is shining with the brightness of His face.. and so we are transfigured much like the Messiah.. our life gradually becoming brighter and more beautiful as God enters our Life....

Love the time we spend together during the wake of the morning.... the time when we walk side by side in the cool of the night.... Love You... Let Your presence be upon me..

The Eyes...

2007-07-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

alrite sorry for not updating for decades... but welll there are really times that i wish i had more things to do but blogging didnt really came up into my mind.. lolol

Anyway i just wanna give a big

CONGRATZ TO TRADEMARK!

for winning RE:MIX with such a big blast! XD

Well well sunday service was a brand new dimension for me... it was definitely a break thru... and i am beginning to understand why such vision were given... i am really glad... Thank God for such gift..

Man i need a job.. badly... and fasttttt XD PSP AND GUITAR.... rahhhhhhhh

I really hope sometime i could just had enuff for everything.... the void within... is surfacing... tho i know Jesus is always there.... it just felt like i couldnt do anything right... there's always this point where i get stuck in... in every thing... i cant breakthru... why.... grrr

If only i could just....

break it........

emerge.........

wise...

I need to take it up another level

2007-07-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

it's been quite mundane recently.. i really need to have nasal bass.... i really need to have a decent vocal... i really need to learn trumpet.... i really need to have police siren.... grrrr why cant i!!!

When will i at least reach this? forget abt dharni man... i cant even reach this... =\

Missing lady

2007-07-20T04:17:00.000+08:00

http://findfelicia.blogspot.com/

Spread the word around yo ppl post it up in ur blog or sumthing =)

she's beeng missing for 20 days already

the w000000000t day lol

2007-07-20T03:23:00.000+08:00

Alrite today i woke up @ aroun 2+pm to meet up with andee at around 3+ over at admiralty mrt station... i did all my daily routine and rushed down.. XD

Met up with andee and was suppose to meet up with reg and wendee but they weren't free and when they're free we weren't free lol.. sad case but its ok... i had my dry fried rice breakfast all in all XD.. cam whored with audrey karen jess andee and ray was awesome and fun XD love camwhoring

Goes to Forum dance studio to find out that tyron is playing transformer and the rest of the fbodz ppl are speculating it XD was pretty exhilarating... it took tyron 1min+++ to kill one stupid opponent and it was the last 1 min + lolol!

LEsson started off and the song was am to pm was pretty nice and the dance move feels more flow than passion but maybe its just me lol.. love the dance step and the song XD overall today was good but i guess i am too tired to elaborate the whole fbodz practice.. the main thing is that i am happy that they impose the no vulgar rule lol.. XD

went to eat supper over with the seniors at s-11 and it was pretty cool and fun lol.. went back home soon after we spend quality time with each other and i was really too tired to even chat online for a long period of time.. i slept @ 1 i think and just woke up from my insane cousin laughter.. well.. liz is going back soon.. soo sad.. =( 2 years... grrr.. oh welll check this out guys XD

A day out with teh bboxers

2007-07-18T05:43:00.000+08:00

Alriteeeee i woke up in the morning @ 12pm (wow morning) yes its morning according to my body clock... and found out that my stomach is shrieking at its toppest voice.... u know wat it means... it means the he's not really happy abt being empty.. XD brushed my teeth and went to the living room.. to my wildest surprise... LIZ MADE BREAKFAST FOR ME!!!!! omg omg omg.... scrambled egg with 2 sausage coupled with 4 strips of bacon and a scoopful of juicy looking baked beans... gosh this is wat i call heaven... XD nicely placed beside the delicious looking plate was a glass of thirst quenching fruit juice.... i sat infront of the tv with the mouth watering breakfast infront of me....

Jacky: Liz!!! did u make all this for me!!??

Liz: No!!!! it's for me!!!!

Jacky: dang... *takes the controller and switch to mtv*

Liz: NOT!!!! it's for u.. haha

Jacky: w00000000000000t! whats the occasion?

Liz: Friday i'm going off already, dunno when i'll be back maybe until 2 years later.. gonna be studying for quite some time.

Jacky: man... i miss u so much pls.... how can u just leave me like that for 2 year... i cannot live without ur brutality every once a while XD

Liz: hahaha well i can ask ur mum to give u a good whacking if u want to? haha!

Jacky: =\ ok i prefer to just stay quiet for 2 year and wait for u to entertain me.. can u just make a msn email add so u can use the msn messenger?

Liz: No.. i dun have the time to.. just 3g call me when u want to.

Jacky: tsk... i dun have a 3g phone.. i will call u once in awhile to keep u reminded of me hahaha~

Liz: I will ask betty to talk to u since she idolize u so much.. she talks abt having trip down with me just to see u.

Jacky: er ok... lol tell her i look uglier.. way uglier than i am in photo... and tell her i dig nose, dig ear and dig my butt every 2 hours.. ok?

Liz: yea sure like she will ever believe me. haha.. ok shuttup eat ur breakfast already it's gonna get cold and i will get so pissed if u say it's not nice.

Jacky: okok *eats*

Liz: nice?

Jacky: ya nice... (really very nice)

Liz: *grin* hopefully u die of the poison i put

Jacky: WTP!?

Liz: just joking~ i'm gonna go make some for ur mum..

Jacky: She likes it abit more plain.. dun put too much salt!

Liz: ok i will just add a speck of salt and tell her u told me to do it..

Jacky: shuttup and go cook..

LOL it was really funny and warming to be with my cousin.. i love her and never fail to enjoy her presence under this roof.. if its not her parent i would be seeing her everyday.. dang.. her husband gonna be real lucky to get her XD

After the sumptuous breakfast... i did some stretching, house chores (along with liz) and went off to meet up with the rest of the bboxer... i reach at cine around 6:45 and guess wat kiyoko was already there for the pass 3 hrs or so walking and shopping by herself... feel sorry man.. RIEN WHY NEVER TELL HER WE MEET LATER ALREADY!!! =\

ok so after that we met up with huatz, rien and bryant was fun man.. we ate over at macdonald LOLOL RIEN HAIR WAS HILARIOUS man.. we had a dope time.. it wasnt really a bbox gathering.. more like a quality time gathering... we spend time talking to each other and enjoy each other crap.. lol~

After quite some time we went over to O sch to jam... SAW CAROL!!! omgomgomg her hair is soooo nice XD... we jammed behind over at the dressing room and recorded some funny stuff.. bryant was really funny.. he had ulcer on his lip so he cant bbox.. and he did this meowing thing all the time.. lolol super farni.. kiyoko left in awhile and i went to check out the dance class... LOW AND BEHOLD! i saw lulu dancing in hip hop 2 behind of gin.. i was like EH familiar lolol... so i went back to jam with them guys and decided to go out to ocafe and chill.. we sat there for quite some time... rien and bryant decided to go home as me and huat wait for pui to go lateh XD

As we wait i went to talk to lulu and actually wanted to go back home together BUT... sumone butt to heavy butt 50kg... body 5kg... so she cant leave mos burger.. pui, huat and me went over to LATEHING place and lateh-ed with mabel and waited for sinman to come back from leaders meeting... had some fun time talking and camwhoring.. was totally awesome la loloL~ mabel left and shortly sinman reached and with fellowship for sometime b4 pui couldnt take the fatique and left with sinman back home...

Went back home with Huat and spend some time reading up wikipedia XD Stretched and surf the net abit... i am still waiting for time to pass for me to phone huat to wake him up at 6:30 XD

Today was totally awesome XD

I LOVE GOD

This mtv is one of those that will make u tear

sleepless night

2007-07-17T04:52:00.000+08:00

"Anguish Stars"

spent abt 30 min doing this.. the color thingy for the star took me 15min.. lolol

"Vintage Smogs"

this took me abt 45 min... this was actually the first to be experimented.. den after that Anguish Stars

YES PHOTOSHOPPPPPPP lolol... man i suffer badly from insomia.. been sleeping the whole time at around 5-6am... bad man bad.... i need my body clock to tune it back up to 10pm or sorta thing.. and while i was sleepless.. i never let my body to just slug at my computer front and do nothing... i did some stretching and crack my creativity nutshell abit... XD i am kinda insane abt photoshopping already w00000t

Dancey pantsy~

2007-07-17T02:15:00.000+08:00

Today was awesome... lol i woke up to found out i was late to meet up with dinah.. uber sorry my retarded buddy~ lolol! friday arh friday~ guitar~ w00000t XD i went to bath and stuff like that i went down to nyp to get my adaptor.. met up with "lulu" since she wanted to tell me some stuff lolol... den i went to met jezz since she was there earlier on... so i met jezz... lesner and farhan came along.. we went to eat some dope breakfast.. JAP BREAK!!! long time since i had one.. lol.. but it sux.. lemon salmon.. the lemon smells like ants poo.. lol

Sharon came and we went to block E to chill out.. waited for Edmund to have some catching up.. XD been a long time since i had a heart to heart talk with him.. was awesome.. oh and we saw yong hong man~ omgomgomg.. lol after that i went back up to forum and saw all the seniors was hard at work.. so i decided to go search for the unbelievably cheap dance pants along with wei jian.. and with some persuasion from me and wei jian.. lulu stopped her hardwork studying and followed us to pursue that treasure

After a long and funny and crazy and hilarious walk to the place where they sell the insane priced dance pants.. we found it and hacked the pile of clothing for that treasure.. we dig and we dig... i found 2 xxl pants.. which totally rocks

w00t i love em dance pants

Well den we bought some giordano plain shirt for dance as well.. after that me and lulu went back all the way to admiralty mrt Mac... i went back to put my pants and back to mac.. we talked quite some abt our life and stuff.. was really glad to press into her life as well la XD but she's uber insane crazy and retarded as well.. lolol kapow~

sent her back home and went to meet up with HuatZ bel and huiyu.. LOL it was uber farni... crap so much and we are still the same old bunch of sec kids... and omg lucky was there... that cute lil jack russel which dun quite seem like one as she's always so mild and lethargic.. lol after some time we saw this person ordered a big plate of black pepper crab and he devoured all of it with a plate of rice by himself.. INSANITY.. loLOL

Went back home to spend some quality time with friends on msn and did some photoshoppin XD

man i just love the pants

giving some attitude to the alive and kicking macbook XD

LOL yes i am feeling very very zi lian today... i actually had more photos but i decided not to post anymore.. LOLOL hard time photoshopping.. its already 3am for pete sake and i need some sleep.. gonna go dance studio and bboxer's gathering w0000000000t.. xcited... gonna get my bboxing up a notch again XD more life's update to come guys XD LOVE YA ALL

I LOVE JESUS

Cant wait~

2007-07-16T04:29:00.000+08:00

well..... my face is definitely rounder than b4
And yes.. just open ur mouth wide like mine XD

While i had nothing to do at night.... i figure out to play around with my already rotting photoshop cs3 XD... oh man i cant wait to go to nyp and get back my laptop adaptor... 3 days without the presence of my laptop life signal... it's pathetic.. it seems like my best friend is dead =(...... but then again i cant be too dependant on a laptop man...

Life journey continue to carry on for me... everything was left a consequences of my every movement.. just like what pastor say... its a domino effect...

Lol today i had the most funniest thing that ever happened.... i went to church waking up @ 9:30am.. i rushed down by a cab and figure out that it would be too late for them to save up seats for me.. so i sat alone right at the side where the musicians are... Dr.richard robert is totally o-some arh~~~ but half way thru my uncle sms me to go back home cause trouble is brewing in my house.. so i had to rush back home this time by a taxi as well... gosh lemme tell u.. premier silvercab is totally awesome.. it's like a merc? but better than that.. it's acceleration by far is the best of all the cab i have taken.. fast acceleration with nice noise reduction inside the cab.. love it.. alrite.. the funny part... i reach back home to hear two of the loudest ppl in my family quarreling.. my grandma and grandpa.... i was there to catch the most crucial part of the scene...

-everything is in hokkien and teochew
Grandma: "let's divorce if u're so unhappy!"
Grandpa: "if u say so let's do it! send the documents to me tomorrow"

(at this point of time i was stunned for 5 sec or so while taking of my shoe... as well as my uncle are all facing them and my grandma went into the toilet and my grandpa goes back into his room)

i went into my room.. blasted songs and laugh out real loud.. the song was suppose to cover my laughter.... i know its bad but i know they wont divorce... they are already 70+ yr old... alive and kicking... and they are acting like some kid.. lol how cute.. LOLOL

some 2 hours later... my grandfather ask her what is she cooking.. she said "ur favourite curry chicken" omg... i was standing there drinking the vitasoy.. and there they were.. the mushy mushy couple... i nearly spit my vitasoy out.. but i spit it inward to my stomach.. lolol how sweet and cute lor... omgomgomg... XD

Gosh... here comes teh opportunity~

2007-07-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday night i went to watch harry potter with huatz and kel... hmm... i would rate it a 5/10... considerin that it has a really rushed plot and storyline.. if i didnt read the book i would feel really confused... bleah... why is the director trying to rush the movie... dang... and luna lovegood looks pretty XD a no no for cho chang lol~

Well today i woke up by a call from 77th street to ask me to perform for elim chew as she hold talks for all the pri n sec sch... so the main thing is to open the whole thing for elim and hype up those kid and den allow them to focus on what elim has got to say... XD good opportunity i feel... gr8 to work with 77th street.. wee.. Thank God..~

Today i accompanied andee all the way down to orchard emerald to cut his hair... lol.. his hair is radical man.. looks different XD well walk around abit for his formal wear as well.. lol was fun overall... (sorry i will type out the detail tomorrow i'm kinda tired) lol and man i left my macbook adapter over at nyp.. thank God the seniors kept it in club room or i am doomed XD

just came back from supper with andee... was a dope day.. and i went to eat with mummmmmmmm weeeee~

welllllll someone... in msn ask me to post a new blog to write that i have a new friend and her name is pretty joan....
=\...
LOL...
and pretty joan is a hip hopper....
(those grass hopper with gigantic hips)
and she said kidding with her tongue sticking out like that =P

LOLOL XD

GRRR I NEED A PSP.... AND A GUITAR XD weeeee

Locking session...

2007-07-12T03:56:00.001+08:00

Woke up @ 11:12am to found out that i am..... LATE for seniors practice for fbodz... they are gonna perform at 12 and i did my bathroom routine in within 7 min.. prepared my laptop and stuff by2 min... and wore my shoe in 6 min... yes my shoe is a lengthy shoe lace.. lol

Got into a cab by 11:30 the uncle took me ALLLLLLLLL the way to NP and den told me he cant hear properly and took me ALLLLLL the way to nyp... its 35 min trip.... 16 douler.... i paid 5 douler... awesome.. LOL the uncle had some conscience.. i made edmund over at the engineering blk and kaiting while walking to block e... so farni~ next i will get to either see cherie or dinah.. LOL

gone over to block e to find WK (sorry i dunno how to spell lol) and taught him how to use garageband.. basic usage anyway.. XD talk abit with them den i went down to dance abit.. while waiting for locking session to begin

Yes today we had locking session~ and yes its a session.. not a lesson LOLOL

when everyone start to come in for the session.. they sat there... and waited for mr FONG to teach some locking heh XD finally fong decided to teach some basic exercise such as point twirl and lock... (ian's pretty proud of u)

den after that we pract passion all the way... weeeeeeee XD

i cant.... hahahaha why... i dunno

2007-07-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

God... how come things are getting even worse as each day slowly passes..

i cant..................

i really still do love her.......... why?

emotional freak.....

i hate u jacky...

prayers works for the better

2007-07-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

I really hope i can do my best in every area of my life..... that anointing that shine... the presence... God i hope u move thru me and have a better grip in me.... I do everything for u Lord....

w000000000000000000000000t

Find back my focus

i can do better with wisdom and talent.... with discipline and humbleness everything works when my aim is to do it for God not for anyone else......

be the best that i can XD

morning prayer is refreshing

2007-07-09T14:22:00.001+08:00

woke up at 5.30 to go out for a prayer walk... it was one of the most breath taking... most awesome... most refreshing moments i have ever experience... i walked along the path towards the big field near to the opening of the expressway... it was kinda dark at first. As i pray along the pavement the anointing just keep flowing.. the presence... the inner healing.... the more i prayed i long for Him to just be there to cover me with warmth.. with the love... tears starts flowing.... (thank God no one was walking there... everyone was jogging)

About 30 min or so through my prayer... i saw the sun slowly start to arise from the hanging clouds..... it was awesome.... words cannot describe how i feel man... i just kept praying and praying.... its like finding back a close relative.... i kept talking and talking... finally around 6:45 i went back home.....

i sat on my bed... thinking that today... might be a day which i will feel empty.... but God was there all the time.... soon i fell asleep and woke up at 12....

weeeeee and now i am here to type this blog.. guys do pray to God all the time cause he's all the way there.. he's watching u all the time... seeing u... He is always there to see u thru ur good and the bad =)

It's some dope time with liz now~ anyway liz is back in my house now and i got kick in the groin just 3 days ago... becos of some stupid matter... lOLOL

I am glad that she could get back up within the time frame of 24hrs... she's strong =) glad tat u're feeling super gd now... sorry for causing so much problem and so much unhappiness in u... i guess i really am not the one for u =)

Transformer with Min Kuan

2007-07-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

Aite even tho i am totally drowning my bedroom... prayers always sanctify my room and bring some comfort to me... thank you Lord...

After planning so much thing to do today.... everything just falls... in the end... i catch up some dope time with min kuan.. accompanied him to cut his hair while i continue to indulge myself in his psp.... the game djmax2 has a song name blythe... it's a very nice song and a very soothing song to me as well.. i dunno i just love the song... lol

Right after he cut his hair we went back to his house for him to get washed up and change to his dope attire.... and after that we went straight down all the way to causeway point to catch the "ALWAYS FILLING FAST AND SOLD OUT" blockbuster movie... Transformer... we actually wanna catch it ytd but we weren't fast enuff... we arrive at 8 to find out that the slot from 8 to 10 was all sold out.. dang... oh well.. so today we booked online b4 hand and we manage to get a nice seat...

Transformer is a nice show with detailed graphic and good storyline.. i was never into robot show.. but this show kick ass... with 4 dope director on a show like this.. it never fails to leave a deep impression in ppl heart.... megatron is way beyond God like and optimus prime is wise... with dope sabre... bumble bee is cute man.. lol and the girl is HOT... lol ok wateva it is... the show have made it to the top.. i give it a 10/10... =)

really had a great time with min kuan.. sharing with him.. talking to him heart to heart again... he never fails to maintain the friend"ship" at it's mint condition... he's a true friend hard to come by.. love u bro.... let's emerge again XD

went back home.. but right before i enter the lift... i decided to have a small prayer walk at my garden.. so i spent an hour below my house praying... talking to God and getting back into the right frequency again... it was breath taking... thank You Lord for refreshing me... Jesus is always the same ytd, today and forevermore =) went back home and chat abit..... den i decided to write this blog b4 i sleep XD aite take care u guys.. and thanks for the care ppl XD

Gratitude

2007-07-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

Thank you Lord... u never fail to save my days... how will i ever go on without u....

i figure out that.... i can do so much but the person still have a choice.. why am i so upset abt it? hahaha... it's alright... i've still got You.... God i love u....

thank you sin man..... =)
thank you min kuan.... XD
thank you Andrea... =)

Thank you Jesus..... XD XD XD

That flower that never really bloomed

2007-07-07T05:53:00.000+08:00

There was once a boy named alex.. who took a liking in a certain kind of flower that was shown to him thru a friends birthday... he so happen to really like this flower... but he would love to see it bloom himself... so he went to buy a seed himself.. thru msn... (u never know what u can buy thru msn)

so he decided to plant the seed deep into his heart.... each day he showered it with care, love, effort, time and eventually its root reach into all the corners of the heart, deep into the vein and eventually into the mind... which the boy to this day can never stop thinking abt the plant 24/7 he just kept thinking of the plant and he could never figure out why he couldnt get this plant out of his mind... he never knew the root of the P(roblem)lant can be so deep.. but he didnt really cared.. all he know is that he really love the plant... the more he showered all the care, love, effort and time.. the more he grew fond of it.... eventually... as time grew... he saw that the plant didnt bloom any flowers at all... while all his friend had already bloomed several flowers...

he got frustrated and think of the possibilities, why didnt the plant bloom flower... either the plant didnt like the place of the heart, didnt recieve enuff nutrient, the plant prefer other heart than the boy heart... as he grew more impatient.. the plant start to shrink... he became more hot tempered... he became more questioning.. the plant shrink more... slowly he found out this was not the way.. so he slowly gave all the neccessary nutrient to the plant again...

however... all along there was many friends that ask him not to put too much effort, focus on to the plant.. for the boy is still young and has yet many things to be done... the boy is losing focus on the things that he should be doing than tending to the plant 24/7.. but he refuses to heed the advice and continue to go with it... eventually the plant grew web like leafs that entangle other boys pulling the other boys close to the branches.... soon alex got jealous of it but knew that questioning and being impatient or angry doesnt help as well... so he bottled all the feeling inward... the more he bottled... the more painful he felt... each time he thought of the other boys that got sheltered by the web like leaf.. for it provided comfort and fun for the other boy to play with...

One fine day Alex got so jealous.. he got tired of jealousy and had no emotion to it anymore.... the boy whom got sheltered pulled away the plant and pulled the root out from the heart, vein and the mind and replant it deep within his heart... and the flower eventually bloom.... without much effort, love, care or time.... he left happily with the flower... but alex thinking that the plant is still there continue to shower all this at mere imagination as his emotion was no longer there... until the day finally came that he found out the plant was with the other boy.. that he broke down.... to have found out tat he put so much effort just for the flower to be bloomed at another boy.. 10 mins later he stood up and suffer plant-phobia.. (ok i dunno what issit called)

Moral: we live in a broken down and inperfect world... =)

ok i dunno why i just feel like writing this story.. it may mean nothing to u guys but this is meant to stay here to remind me of this story 5 years down the road =)

Penknife Vs forest

2007-05-12T16:01:00.001+08:00

So I've decided to once again clear my amateur amazon since its onli for 1 mth i havent been updating... Seems like i could make use of some matchsticks and burn it all down.. but den again it may cause some haze problem in sg... so i rather just use a pen knife to clear it all down. XD

Many many things have happened... I've begin to understand and learned more about the life of a particular person... but definitely to get to know a person takes time and time comes along with heart, mind, body and soul.... really treasure this person alot.... things seems to get alot heated up lately.. maybe cause of stress or stuff like that but it doesnt matter.... when one's noes how to deal things properly and know how things can get around in a nice way... things will eventually work out for the better... XD iMu -n- iLu

Emerge is comin... Linkin park album is comin.... MOS performance have been cancelled...aww.. but its ok... XD I've just made it to the CS final for emerge as well as going for POS practices and many other practices for emerge.... even tho i didnt join quite an amount of event this year but there's so much so much thing for me to do.... almost unable to breath... well not literally... if that's the case i would be dead by now... but i guess it wouldnt harm to hold my breath for a minute to match that sentence lOL... ok crap...

Man life without guitar is really suxor... my uncle stole my guit while i was asleep.. he said he asked.. but i couldnt remember... ARHHH~~!!!!! sumone spare me a guitar in exchange of my.... my.... HUG!!! LOL dang... i think i will just go get some rubber band and tune it to the tone of the guitars and play it lol... ok crap again...

My life is getting better for a change..... finally getting involve in church again... Thank You Lord.. for breathing into me once again.. serving for U have never been a chore.. Loves... XD

STAY TUNE FOR MORE OF JACKY'S RANT
CYA XD

So i said ok to puiman request again

2007-04-26T07:51:00.000+08:00

So actually sumone was requesting me to clear this amazon of mine... cause she was feeling rather distracted, irritated, frustrated and so on abt it... and i think most of u do feel so either..

Well instead of machete.. i used a big monster bull dozer to clear it away aite..

This few mth.. flew pass swiftly with just a blink of an eye... or not so.. maybe 1283912837498724 blink of both eyes... wateva it is... well there's definitely my ups and down.. and i wouldnt really wanna summarize my whole 4 mth of M.I.A in this blog but i would love to try and ressurect the usual activity in here... whicheva way it is i would love to change my blog skin.. for the better... of course... XD

Well to update ya all on a few piece of news... i will be performing @ MOS on 29th of may... catch me there @ x.pure.x or erm wateva it is i am still not sure abt that event... if i have more updates... i will update on u guys.. *points to thin air*

oh and this friday morning 7am-12pm and sat 2-7pm i will be promoting mans activewear (=\) @ a certain place i'm not sure abt by beatboxin... very cool huh.. indeed ppl are using weird stuff to promote their item...

Been really inspired by Ryan the day b4 ytd by his Jazz... Apologize.. it's awesome.. the moves.. the soul... the feeling he potrayed... it's really dance with expression... nothing less of ryan...
and so ytd i went to FB audition... i wanted to get in not solely for dancing purpose.. but for many reasons... i love them ppl @ fb man.. XD but i doubt i really did well =\ but ah well.. we will see... XD

Linkin park is releasing their album on 15th of may... spiderman is coming on 1st of may... my performance is coming on 29th of may... emerge is coming on 31st of may.. awesome~ may is indeed a very special and bz mth for many ppl XD

i'll try to update again... if i ever find the time to squeeze in again...

pick up ur pace Jacky

2007-04-03T06:58:00.001+08:00

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2007... the beginning was hardship

2007-01-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

aite i have to say that 2007 wasnt that much of a good year for me if i got to judge by it's starting.... even with so much resolution in mind.... the first week itself have already blown some of my plans down to the bottomless pit...

Well.. to really try to summarise my first week... it was one of the worst week i have come across since the last 3 mth.... but the peculiar thing is this.... all of the event, i actually got over it within 24 hr ... and tho how hard i tried to recall back the anger, the incident.. i wasn't a single bit angry at all... just somehow disappointed.. but nevertheless i am still happy in my ways... and was very sure this is God's miraculous work in my life...

Was really inspired to pick up guitar properly and learn all the techs like how i would with bboxing.. i dunno why i have this sudden urge to do that but.. i guess i will suffice my thirst XD... i went to splurge my cash on 3 shirt this week and a set of guitar string.... all the shirts are from bossini and they kick arse~ they have nice design printed on the back which cost onli at 50 dolla... cause they have like 50% sale or kinda thing... really rox...~

I also wanna thank swee min, theresa, aaron, chewie, huatz and sin man for being there to listen and feel my anger(lol).. ya all really are the dopest~

hmm will be performin over at ngee ann poly @ wed 11.30am and oso 28th of jan (sun) over at hard rock cafe XD cya guys there ya~

-man.. i am still waiting to be payed... i am broke after those shopping sprees~ rah~

YES!! MY COUSIN IS COMING BACK NEXT MTH!!!! I AM SO GONNA BE ENTERTAINED~ WEE~~ i miss ya liz~

Blowing the dust off the blog

2007-01-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hey~ I am back now!! Lolol~ was kinda busy this few weeks... had lotsa thing to so... but well i am back!

Next week sch so gonna start~ so excited sia...music stuff~

this week was pretty much a tiring week.. had some dance pract.. and some very out of the blue kinda thing.... Proj O really need to buckle up our spirituality... pRAY PRAY PRAY!! HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!

i am recently so hooked to tenacious D song pls! their song is teh dope! tho the lyrics is nonsense la LOL!

O school bazaar

2006-12-22T02:36:00.000+08:00

Yes this is the new commerciel!!!

This is b4 the commerciel was taken XD

P.S all taken by my hp and editted by it XD

Ryan and me

2006-12-21T19:23:00.001+08:00

Testing this blog thing by my hp

-Aite lol i was just testing the stuff lol... so i could now post up blog from my hp.. pretty dope

i love this tiredness

2006-12-19T02:37:00.001+08:00

been a week since i blogged my last post lol. My life pretty much the same with the usual ups n downs....

I did a performance over at DXO ytd @ around 5:30 was the sound check n the performance was @ around 7:30 lidis... lotsa ppl was there to perform as well the event was something called Youth Advolution for Health or sumthing so we actually had to bbox and come out sumthing with an impromptu rap of no smoking... but we aint rappers... so i just did some vocal scratch.. the whole performance to me was bad... cause me n HuaTz screwed up a few parts... with him choking and me choking and at certain part i was really dishearten.. but the crowd respond was really kind... love the crowd... after the whole thing i was really dishearten.. really sad... thinking thru why such thing will happen even when our chemistry was kinda good... den i talked to HuaTz personally on sum issue.... we came up with a stronger resolution of improving and of course breaking thru to the next level... But after today service i was really challenged to look to the bright side at each and every failure that we had... if life was without failure den it's kinda boring ya... cause it means u have nth to improve on... and really it sux... XD

After the DXO event we went over to vivo for my choir carol performance... changed cloth and stuff den i reached there... weee waited for sumtime den.... TADA it started... we did some song, joy to the world, silent night, joyful joyful, jingle bell and stuff... had a short part of me doing bboxin along with Adi that is rapping... was pretty fun XD but the sound system was kinda fluked... cause of the constant feedback..rah overall the crowd respond is dope... after the event belle said to increase the time of the bbox and paul's conga part... needa plan and stuff..
RIght after that i came to talked with Elim abt sponsorship~ weee~ she says she's gonna work out sumthing... wee~ might be able to be sponsored by 77th street... XD XD XD~

Today we went over to service in the morning.. i went by taking Serkoon's car... it's been like ages since i last took it... lol.. went over to church and went thru the whole graduation service... was kinda interesting how they played the who wants to be a missionary lolOL~went to Kenny house for BBQ cum Christmas celebration CG~ was fun and his house is quite big~ Angel is so cute tooo~ lOlol... really had a fun time fellowshipping with all the ppl.. Thanxalot chewie!! for the shirt~ XD love it!

Oh yea sumthing happen to kenneth today... LOL!!! Angel cried when Kenneth gets near her~ lol was kinda hilarious cause she was kinda ok with us all.. just when kenneth gets near her she cried LOLOL! and everyone keep imitating his "DIE!!!" "ALL OF U JUMP DOWN THE WINDOW AND DIE!" lol and den we talked abt how his kid will be like and how our kid will try to shun away from playing with his kid.. LOL was really farni!ok thats the End... love ya ppl loads! God bless~

P.S i dun understand why blogger is always having problem with my internet.. rah

blessing upon blessing

2006-12-11T13:43:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone tats viewing my blog, thanxalot for reading all my ups n down and for feeling wat i'm feeling XD
A few days passed since my last post lol... think i am getting kinda lazy to post... or mayb i'm just too bz.... acks.. Lolol
Got back my sch result a few days back, passed all my modules and i had an overall score of 52 in my music module.... in this sch.. if u get 40 marks.. u pass the module... so my mark is not a just pass mark LOLOL... lovin my sch... cant wait to go back sch lol~
Ytd i went to a competition.. actually Ryan said it was national service so we didnt wanna disappoint him no more.... we worked hard and did our best to sync our steps, with much difficulty on my "not sharp at all moves" i've got to put extra efforts to stop my wobbly end moves... rahhh... but oh well..
We went over to the competition over at pungol and prepared ourselves... saw a few good competitors.. they were really good actually... Jelaine told us to use abit of bboxing... so i prepared a short routine for teh audience.... Our team was placed b4 the GOH and b4 that there were 3 teams that performed... they were all not bad actually.. the 1st team didnt had much energy tho but was good..
in the midst of waiting Ms penny low.. THeresa went up for some soloing event..... blindfolded... LOL she whoop up a big move on the stage and won that section of it... lol.. it was hilarious. i had that video right on my laptop.. if u want it do ask from me XD
afterward the GOH came and spoke... TADA our turn... went up and spit on the mic... was really high when it comes to the part when i ask them " DO U WANT SUMORE~!!!!" and all of em say yes... fuU~~~ lol that's the energy u r waiting for on stage ready to dance LOLOL... INTRODUCING THE X-ILE CREW!!! so we did our dance all thru out.. with some formation error, some steps forgotten, some farni expression, energy fading when reached carol song... other than that.. it was perfect.. =\ LOL
Conclusion of the whole competition? We got 1st... but somehow... seems like using hax.. LOL... Oh well.. From this national service comes greater opportunity XD 31st of dec~ FUUU~ lolol
I really wanna thank God for helping us win this... u never fail to surprise us XD

-that's the standard of japs average dancers

Living by Faith

2006-12-07T02:48:00.000+08:00

Initiate Bank Account
..........................................................

Finished initiating...

You have $5.60 in your bank

Wow... what an amazing thing to find out when u are at the ATM waiting to draw money to get some food... lolol.... but yea i live by faith not by sight XD i am going to walk on faith! YEA!

Today i had to go to teh hospital to bring my mum for a check up... the doc said everything was well... she's mighty healthy... relieved to hear that actually... she'd stop coughing blood and stuff... pretty glad too. was traveling back home with her and we went to cwp to walk... saw the HP w850i and it was on a discount or promotion or sumting... was like $99 for an iONE PLUS plan... really dope... wanted it... den i went back home with mum... still hoping to get it... den my mum spoke to me.... u want the hp? i will buy for u bah... but was like kinda no time to go back and buy ler so i skipped it... she said to get it myself since i'm 18 ler... blessed... Love her man~ Love God too XD wee

went to O sch... got scolded by Ryan cause was late for the pract.. he said i was suppose to be there at 7.. i reached at 7:11.. but i didn't recall that it was 7... alot of ppl said that too.. but its ok XD Ryan is teh roxor instructor XD

cont Ee ching class.. kinda struck me that my posture wasnt good and i was kinda jelly.. my leg move faster than my body... i was too lazy rah... gotta train more.. God bless me with more strength rah!

I love you Lord....

Fun filled roller coaster days

2006-12-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

Aye sup guys.. sorry for ot updating for some time.. was kinda bz this few days.. with loads of thing up my neck.

I had alot of fun during these few days... and of course lotsa sad thing... let's start off with my cousin leaving SG... a very emo day for me i guess... i have got to see her fly after those unforgettable days that she cheered me up... aye i miss u liz~

get to attend a chalet @ costa sand down town east.. it was fun to the core man~ nth beats this chalet when u r in the music course.. it's like non stop music hits... even with just instrument like a simple guitar we can make music from 12am-7am in the morning can u believe it!? like just singing, bboxing, guitar and all.. and wats more we get to bond and noe each other more... have fun and sorta thing lol~ love it to the core man... Lasalle music is teh sheit~

My mum was went to the hospital on thurs.. was really worried.. cause she coughed blood out... the doc said she was too heaty and the weather was really bad and stuff so her throat kinda worked up... so scared...so scared.... God protect my family

Ytd had a choreography lesson wif ryan but it wasnt much a choreography lesson.. it was for him to find out the root of our problem... and he got wat he suspected.. we are not willing to copy other ppl style.. or we unconsciously reject to mirror other ppl style.. which is bad.... until we are told to do so... so he gave us hmwk to do and spoke to us.. this few days.. we seldom have lesson... he gave us talks and lecture... its really alot.. i wish i had a tape recorder and could reflect on every single thing he said...

Today was really a very tiring day... woke up at 8am to think of the choreo and went to o school @ 12... i reached at 12:50 and saw khye there practicing.. so i went in and joined.. soon the ppl that is suppose to perform came and we pract our formation and the steps.. ryan was really getting unhappy of us.. cause we cant really execute the steps nad style properly.. he's gonna take out his discipline sword soon he said... after a few hours of pract we went in for our mini test... produce 4 eights.. i didnt did very well cause of the phear... really very sad.. i just danced out a massive visual diarrhoea to ryan.. i didnt even follow the timing properly.. argh.... when am i gonna gain enough confident and have enough vocab to do a proper freestyle.. he lectured us once again and gave us even more hmwk... pose and 4 eights to be produced... but it's good for us tho.. shortly me, khye n kenneth went to buy stuff and ikea and wasnt able to get any good stuff over there but a curtain ~.~ .. guess ryan was really pissed... but it was fun how ryan keep teasin kenneth lol... had a good time with Proj O and teh instructor.. they r dope XD

God i put my talent in this little cup... use it as u will oh Lord..

fondue = rid of choc lust

2006-11-28T01:29:00.001+08:00

Aite today was a brand new day... woke up at 10 am to pray... was dope. tho it was early enuff to feel the sunrise but was good.. any good testimony was my cousin spending time asking me abt bible knowledge... i really feel challenge to dig up more proof to answer some of those question... i had to dig up my old old old sermon notebooks lol..

got an sms abt choir carol gig recording @ church office @ 7:30pm... really am thrilled to do this thing... it's also abt getting to be more involve in choir.. wee aite, i went to cwp @ 1:15 to take a bus to seng kang den kovan.. but khye called me.. tho i dunno why i felt a joy for him that he can finally call out... aye khye God loves u always XD... he called me to meet him up @ yishun so tat we can get down together to meet aunty @ amk.. aite so i did went.. met up with khye n aunty... den we went to her house.. at first i would think her house would be typical condo... den i came to this walk way where all the bungalow is... aite so i tot... those bungalow.. still those kinda mediocre one... den aite we reach.. we saw sumwat like american modern proper bungalow.. wah.. dope.. its really hard for me to keep my mouth close... ITS DOPE!!!!! lOLOL~

Went in, it's like a maze i tell u... was so afraid that aunty and khye left me cause i might lose my way lol.. had to trail along by their loud talking lol.... she had like pond with like 20+ koi in the pond... and the pond extend out of her house into the next compartment.. cause her house is kinda like 2 compartment... aite we went up the 3rd floor.. she had like 6 kitchen and there was one over at the 3rd floor a small and cozy one.. with a dope cozy setting of white purity and refreshness.. dope aye... good for quiet time too.. i sure hope i had this kinda house... well we went to hougang mall to buy some dope choc and met up with banana... den we went back... lol alot happened thru the times in the car and stuff.

When we are back at the bungalow we went up and prepare the fruits and stuff.. lol.. khye kenna suaned of not doin anything... but it's dope la very fun.. had some fun time taking pics lol... aaron came and helped out too... den we start our fondue feast.... but kinda sad like all of the proj O suppose to come den left the few of us.. but well.. its still fun and dope... but however... we kinda like onli ate 3/8 of the choc and the food.. really very sick of choc and kinda full so we rest and still continue to take some photo and had some fun lol... i was trying to lip sync to jay song lOL~

went down to eugenia room and took some more photo.. we chilled a little and shared with each other... played audition awhile and den we went to chomp chomp to eat.. we walked all the way to chomp chomp.. but meanwhile banana was feeling kinda sick ler... when we reach chomp chomp.. we ate like hokkien mee, sting ray, omelette oyster or kinda thing and those big arse sugarcane drinks... was really dope... can feel the life of real solid food lOL! @ tat point of time Banana was really very sick... aye banana do get well ya.. drink more water like 8 cups lOL... and will be praying for u XD.. we went back soon after.. had some chat with khye abt life in the future and stuff lol... dope la overall today.. nth unhappy to rant abt.. Love God~ fuuU~~~

Rien showed me some dope stuff he has been designing for the bbox community... the website.. he had plans on the name too Beat Expose... suppose to be beatbox expose but we figured like if we had like jacky@beatboxexpose.com kinda funny.. so we changed to beat expose or beatXpose kinda thing.. but still pending.. lol.. love rien desing.. he really does have talent in design.. hope he really focus this time.. rien.. u rox aite! if u read this i want u to know that u really are a good friend to me XD u teh rox!

Aite gonna rest for today... thanxalot for viewing.. will update more kay~ bb~

RE: Sick n sad - sad + happy = sick n happy

2006-11-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

Ok so much things has happened thru a few hours after i posted that piece of anger post... i guess it's all accumulated efx... it's not a one day u did this the other day i post kinda thing... but i wanna be thankful to God for placing me in such a wonderful cg XD... let me retract my words.. i am not in DN2... i AM in DN1... and i love all my members... thanxalot all of u that have come to brighten up my life and to banana for doing such a cute pic LoL.... luv j00 2 =)

Aite i just prayed like for 30 min or so... like really feel that all things work out for Good... i have been giving this advice to ppl whereas i've over looked it.. Nik told me that every one is not perfect.. yea i overlooked that.. i guess i am just being too sensitive and also not being able to gauge ppl gd pts rather than the bd one.. Chewie's blog sumhow inspired me too... and pui's one too.. i wanna really thanks all those sweet ppl that have come and cheered me.. all ur lil things means alot to me... XD

Rien asked me abt having busk everyday.. just like treating it as a job.. doing it everywhere in SG... it will help increase repetoire + $$$ + connection... i was thinking wont ppl think that we are begging... he told me dharni start out this way... so i told him.. aite let's do it... me, huat n him gonna apply busking license and we gonna do it in cwp first lol.... wat a place to start... rien gonna invest in an amp first and den we gonna pay him back 1/3 of the price and den i plan to get my own amp.. so when they are not free to busk.. i can busk myself =)

I've really learned not to restrict myself in a box... not just to teach ppl in bbox.. even in busking ... dope... aite i gonna go sleep... ulcer's really bad... lol cya all again =) love ya guys XD

I LOVE YOU GOD! XP

Sick n sad

2006-11-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

woke up @ 7 to found out that my tongue and throat got a few ulcer, aite still ok and den my stomach starts to churn abit.. but i didnt care much so i went to bath...i felt the water was really cold, even at the norm temp i use to bath... so i went to take the thermometer... *beep* 38.2... i was like O.O wtp... ok i better go check out the doc.. so i smsed khye n pui... i went to the doc @ 9pm and check out what happened... but in the middle of waiting for the doc...

A sms came to me "kenneth: Guys please pray for nick. He's not feeling well." kinda lead me to think, am i part of Proj O? why just him? slowly it leads me to thinking.... all the while when i am sick and sorta thing... no one sms me either... why do i request for such? why @ times when i was talking to sumone and den when i ask hey what are u doing 2molo... "2molo we practicing @ 2pm mah u dunno meh?".... why @ times when i am in studio when all of them talking a certain thing and i ask what issit abt ppl will say "why u everything also dunno one". Why do i feel i am in my own cg called DN2 rather than DN1.. why? i think i truly am sumone that is kinda invisible in DN1... totally... i am just another burden i gues....

Me:"i am the weakest in proj O."
"ya i can see"
Me:*fake grin*

-

Me:"where u all now?"
"we all now at orchard, chilling out and having fun without you!"
Me:"ok bb"
(is that necessary?)

-

do i get the chance to explain the hurts? i guess no one really cared much.

-

"hey Jacky u have money mah i am like really poor now"
Me:"i tot i told u that i will return u when the pay come"
"yea but i'm like really poor now"
Me:*phone rings answers the call*
(if u understand already that i am really poor to the point where i get only $50/2 weeks and tat the pay really hasnt much come in yet, den the details are more than sufficient to tell u not to ask me and if u have to ask me, ask me in sum other place like not in a taxi with other ppl around, what will u feel when i ask u for the money to return when i know u do not have the finance to return me infront of ur friend?)
tho i still thank you for the times u have treat me and stuff
-

Me:"hey can i drink?"
"no"
*remains quiet*

-

Me:"hey i help u take bag?"
"nvm its ok"

Me:"hey u wanna seat?"
"dun wan"

This way round u r just making the man embarass and rejecting their manhood..
tho i still regret the time of not being able to help pui man in carrying the bag away for the tray
(well yea where's my manhood)

-

"The unstable award"
"there"
*points at me*
Me:*fake laugh*
(so much so of being in a cg being loyal for so long..)

-

"CAN U FOCUS MAH"
*in position*
Me:"omg lac la, we're in a team"
"but its like so long ler, COme on!"
*fake laughs* X 4

it's been so many time i've pulled back my temper, exchanging a roar for a smile or a laugh... can i do it anymore?

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"Hey i feel ur this and this arh cannot make it, u r applying too much of ur style"
Me:"yeah i have to learn the steps b4 i apply the style in"
"yeah but its better for u to learn the steps and the style"
Me:"yeah i will do so once i nail down the steps"
"but if u get stick to ur own style too much u will stick with it forever"
Me:"but i have to nail down the steps first don i"
"yea i guess its ur way.... But i feel u wont make it like this"

why do u wanna add ur own comment in the last sentence? haiz...

there's so much i wanna rant... so much i wanna tell to a person..... so much i just need to shout out... Lord take it all..... just take it...

i wish my cousin didnt have to leave on tues...

2 slaps across the face

2006-11-24T00:48:00.000+08:00

Woke up @ around 12 today... had a dream of me having a trip to japan with project O and den had alot of fun in the plane and while going down the plane. i seriously hope this will sumhow happen LOLOL!

Around 3 i went out with liz to cwp... she asked me to go out with her to buy some books lolololol.... book worm~ aite den she treat me to banquet.... ate some jap food den we went home... Bleah i'm suppose to meet khye @ 6 lor.. den i see the time 5:30 ler.. den i had to sms khye... sowwi dude.

Went home and get myself ready to go O sch... had a boring ride to dhoby... and den i came out of dhoby mrt station... rite at that point i feel sumthing is gonna happen.. so i went straight to O sch... aite here's the dope part...

when i was walking toward cathay and den i have to walk this big curve that have to face starbuck... aite... when i was looking straight i saw this girl she was inside starbuck drinking a cup of coffee, if i'm not wrong there was 2 cup.. tho maybe an illusion but i looked at me... and den looked more intensively at me.. den i knew sumthing bad is gonna happen i walked faster towards the shelter... hoho... den the horror came.. she ran directly infront of me, look at me with sorta sad face and den SLAPPED ME... and den i look at her, PIAK! again.... 2 times omg.. i was like stunt... i cant move.. "Why did u left me?, Why did u go off so fast?" in chinese and the rest was covered under her tears... wah i am so psed.... omg... den there was this uncle "eh,eh,eh,eh,eh.... got wat slowly talk" in hokkien.. omg... for a min i was still stunt... den i look at her... " U KNOW WHO AM I NOT?" X 2, "I am JACKY!" in chinese... she looked at me more closely... and den she said "sorry sorry" and she ran.. OMG... den i was like O.O . after that i had to bare the embarassment and walk to O sch... bleah

Today routine was dope.... Street jazz with tons of feel and tons of thing for me to polish up... aite i need to apply wat i learn into this...

aite i'm gonna go practice and stretch... tat's all for today and i hope i dun get much pimples on my face.. bleah.

Quality time

2006-11-23T03:55:00.000+08:00

Life can nvr be perfect i guess... i ressurected @ like 10am and did my daily routine...(washing up and stuff.. not dance) went out @ like 11am to ntuc with mum and liz, was pretty fun... had a few quarrel and abit of chasing here and there, even challenging each other to place the finger @ the crabs... it was all the fun... i miss my cousin of all the fun and joy we had.... she's back to her normal self again... prayer did work miraculously... it took her 2 years to get over with it... nearly being raped @ calorado changed her life... to being a totally different girl as b4... today was like a total change... and after all the fun. We went to have some dope breakfast, i miss eating porridge early in the morning with my mum, having a youtiao in one hand and a spoon in the other. We shared with each other the journey of our personal life, it was indeed quality time spent. What's most suprising is when my mum went to open the letter box me and liza went up first back home, while in the lift she hugged me and said this word " thanks for all this time baring with me.." i was dumbfounded... What happened to her?

She released me and den we went into teh house. i left all the items at the table and den went to the sofa and ask her to come over.

Me:"lis u... alrite mah? It's been like 2 years since i last saw u this cheerful".
liz:*smiles* *silent*
liz:"I am just happy" *smiles even wider*

after that i was really filled with joy that she came back to the pleasant liz i use to noe of.
Today was a bright day... small things like this happen to brighten up ur life... u never noe wat may happen the next day... but come to think of it God will put every single day of ur life with an event that is always suprising to u =) love ya God~

Let's see sum feel + skill

Information = Result

2006-11-22T02:38:00.000+08:00

A day have passed after the extra remedial/ tuition class with Daniel, This is by far the most tiring class i've ever been to and also a class that i've absorb almost everything thru that class. Thinking how badly i did thru all this mth was already a big disappointment for me to discover, i've not been focusin on the right thing since the very start i guess, strength was the key to almost everything in dance, it's how u apply it and how u piece it into the dance. So how am i suppose to dance without even applying the key to every single door. The gig tat i've done over the week was Bad, with a capital B in it.... i can see how much of an action i am missing, no strength, no style and it's awkward. bleah... for once i was thinking am i really dancing?

But no point dwelling in the past, ytd class really taught me how to focus and concentrate in class, bringing me to the next level. Ryan n Carol came into the class and watched us do the dance, however he said it wasnt good enuff, which meant we have to really buckle up. Soon Ryan gave us a small lecture on what we should really do in class, what kinda thing to do after and in the class. He told us that Information do not process and give result whereas Information IS result. It is obvious that if we were to be inform that there's no class on wed then the whole of proj O will not be there.

After the lesson i had a small chat with xiao xian, was a great chat i feel, we shared like really what we lack of in the past, why did we danced the way we danced and stuff like this. personally i feel it's really the lethargy and laziness that sets in right in the middle of the class and even thinking of school stuff while dancing, i think this is really the wrong thing to do all the time. Bleah.... since it's already hols now, there's no excuse for me to do all this stupid thing again, i need to give my all to this few mths left in Proj O and really step up my dance.

I am thrilled to apply all the things i've learnt in the next lesson fuu~

I think i am having irregular sleep time, this pass few days i've been sleeping @ 9 or 10 and waking up @ 2 or 3am, can't really get back to sleep thus went to stretch and did some push up n sit up, surf the net abit n back to dream land, was really bothered wat if i happen to feel sleepy in the middle of dance class O.O, think i really need to pray about this. =\

Been reading thru the bible and the daily devotion that was given to me last year, was really challenged to continually pray for sumthing for a prolong period, to bug and to keep asking God. In Luke 18: 1-8 Jesus exhorts us to pray again and again, unless we get our prayer answers, we should never lose heart. There are really times that i'm uncertain whether did God purposely kept quiet abt a certain prayer or refuse to bless me the things that i ask for thus soon after i gave up praying for that certain matter, But looking at the widow that bug the judge to do justice for her was a scenario i shouldnt forget. Faith is persistent praying, crying out day and night to God for answers. The attitude of faith understands that a vision takes time to fulfill.
Matt 7:7
"Ask and keep on asking, Seek and keep on seeking, knock and keep on knocking."
Faith is never a dry technique or fomula... Faith is a heartfelth attitude that persists in trusting and praying no matter how tough situation may be. =)

Febrina came over to my house along with HuaTz to plan out the performance for 6th of dec, gonna sing Shan hu hai with her along with HuaTz doing the beats, still kinda afraid... cause like the song vocal range is kinda high and when i reach a certain note that is kinda high it's kinda unstable... hope to get vocal lesson from (Sis) annabel soon... bleah~ but i had a fun time with both of em today, considering how long i've not been in contact with Febrina lol~ She said she has grown fat since the trip to surabaya lol~ but not exactly very fat tho.. abit la... but.. LOL~
She shared with me how much they've ate thru the whole mission trip... they even had to pray to stop the food from coming lOL~ she also shared that she was given the opportunity to sing sanctuary in bahasa in one of the radio station @ surabaya. This is a very blessed opportunity to honor Him.. Good job Febrina! =)

Gonna end here for today... been a long time since i've typed so much LoL~

Gratitude...

2006-10-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

It's always the case that whenever i post those kinda sad sad post.. i will end up regretting it.... i feel so bad abt myself not being able to look at the positive side... i am sooooo short sighted.....

After the post... sumthing miraculous just happened... not that it happen all of a sudden but thru time...

Firstly i came up with an idea to teach ppl beatboxing... a kinda plan sorta like a business plan... so i went around advertising by mouth and sorta thing... 1 by 1 my friend decided to take up my session... well they are my first few student so i decided to charge the first 10 that attend my session at a 20% dc rate.... but i really wanna thank God that he managed to pull in these ppl... as building fund is coming and i really didnt know what to do... clinging on to what my mum gave me for every mth is really unrealistic... In total i had up to 8 student... 4 are still thinking of when to start and the other 4 are starting sessions with me mid of next mth.

2ndly i wanna thank God that i made it thru the exam.. tho i know that i scored the lowest... and i am really feeling quite down at the result that i've recieve... but what Bro Ryan said really touched me... and allow me to understand that not every situation is bad... to look at it... i have so much more of a gap for me to improve... there are work for me to do... and to be @ overdrive itself is an inspirational asset which will always lay deep in my impression... Thank you Lord for refueling the fire for dance.

3rdly i feel that the praise and worship in cg really allow me to grow and understand the concept of atmosphere building... i am more involved than the previous cg and it really help me to build my musicality in this area... altho i dunno whether christian songs or worships songs are consider a genre but however slowly i know the few notes or the few chords that will somehow touch ppl heart. I really pray that one day.. i could compose a praise song along with beatbox as the main percussion and of course a worship song that will pull down God's anointing so strong... even unbeliever will bow down and cry....

Today i went over to Cal hse to dye my hair... pretty sad cause i was late... cal phoned me ans asked whether did i just woke up... i think @ around 10:45am which i DID actually just woke up. I woke up and check up the forum for any news of my item being bid cause i actually put up my ps2, Macbook adapter and a tequila up for auction... it's going pretty well. (sidetrack: i wanna thank God that i actually manage to find a tequila that my grandpa left at the house which no one notice it... the tequila could actually fetch up to $30 bucks) Went to bath for like 45min or so... i was actually beatboxing while bathing lol.. i came out of the bathroom and went into my room to once again check my auction LOLOL... and den i prayed for awhile... for my hair to be.... well you know presentable... lol.

Went out of the hse and took a bus down to bedok.. when i reached bedok i phoned khye to ask cal's address and i took a taxi down... meanwhile in the cab i asked cal who dyed the hair ler... she said no one except theresa... Seems like she's the guinea pig LOL!

Reached her house and saw the warm and cozy hse filled with ppl.. wah i really like cal hse man.. Xbox 360, Game cube, PS... entertainment centre... lOl... well in the hse Theresa stood out amongst the ppl... with silverish aluminium foil clipped all around her hair... she looks like a crazy pinoy martians.. LOL but hey the end result is pretty amazing.. she looks gorgeous and not to say Khye was like "of course la... i do one mah!" loloL! but really... props to khye he really did a good job to everyone... he's wat i called talented... lolol! he nvr did dyed any hair b4.. this was his first time and he did it like a pro. My hair end up in Khye's hand too it is nice... he can be a hairstylist next time. Not to ferget Kok wei tremendous hardwork on helping all of us out on the bleach and the dye.. =)

We wait for our hair to be bleached while watchin i not stupid... and i promise u.. u woulda been looking like 3-5 martians in the room lol. afterwards we waited for our hair to be dyed while watching war of the world... it was pretty hilarious when Chewie washed her hair.. she's like complaining the amount of visible purple dye on her hair.. khye's fault.. LOLOL... khye blame it on kok wei for applying so much bleach LoL... My hair was pretty nice too.. love it the way the gold merge along with the purple... Aaron's whole head was purple... but it's nice... but i doubt i can do it.. cause of my skin color... was being advised by chapter 2 colorist that i cannot dye purple in whole.. or watsoeva.. cause of my skin color.. dun understand why either... sumthing abt being too fair... bleah..

Well we went back home...with chewie n cal feeling bad abt their hair, aaron doing toprock occasionally overjoyed at how amazing his hair is.. and of course khye regretting of dyeing his hair green... wanted to change his hair to purple.. Lol

However when i reach back home.. i conditioned my hair according to what ben said... i mixed it with purple dye but.. my color seems to fade abit and there is this small patch which became totally silverish white... well but i like it tho... style.. LOL...

Overall i think today is pretty fun... and it's my first hair dye experience... lOL wee =)

*gonna dye red next mth heh....

Love ya all project O ppl =)

deepest feeling

2006-10-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

why.... why cant i......

i dun understand why is this happening to me......

do i lack of sumthing?

am i in the wrong of everything?

did i do sumthing so unpleasing that everyone just......

am i sumthing to be exterminated from the face of the earth?

Do i look like sumthing that is extremely hateful...

can sumone tell me....

I love You father... but i dun get it...

Help me Father..... save me......release from this...... dark dark valley that i am walking...

pick me up... i dun wan to continue this.....

It's so hard...... i just cant breath...

Have You left me?

Have You forsaken me?

Are You FOREVER the same?

i should ask myself... am I...... the same i use to be.....

Do i deserve.....

Am i Worthy...

Even with the greatest quote in Akeelah....

It couldnt bring me up abit....

Why is this so....

Tell me.....

Do i even have friends on Earth.. or merely.......

*teary eyes.... nvr to 4get....*

Does Talents matter anymore?

Issit a wrong decision to pick it up at all?

Should i even....

Weak...

No one cares anymore i guess...

Good nite...

Once in a blue moon post

2006-09-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... it's been another while since i last posted another entry...

I love how God leads me through the things in life... it seems like such a dark valley that i was in through the times... it feels like i wasn't able to get a grip of myself in life... for such a long time i was cruising through.. too tired to think for myself what is next... just cruising... just getting by...

To me all the things i am doing is like a chore to me... to me i even dread going out with friends... i feel like a minority... no one likes me... no one cares... i just seem to sink in to a big depression... i kept every feeling inside of me... without knowing that each and everyday i walked further n further away from God... each and everyday my life is dry... too dry to even know of my vision anymore... What is life to me? i dunno...

Until one day... i sat at my chair... surfing the net without any aim.. just going thru the forum... and den a presence came... reminding me of my first experience with the holy spirit.. i took out my guitar and started worshippin... not long after i began to feel his love coming back again... and slowly i started to understand....

I have neglected Him... too much... what goes thru my mind is... i am doing it cause i have to do it... not becos of who God want me to be... i am too short sighted... why? cause i am just doing that everyday... the passion no longer burns... i do things on my own without asking or praying about it... why?? i asked myself...

n den God slowly reveals.. the thing he had in me... even though i have done thing that disappoint him... even though i closed up my heart... he still protected me and never fail to give me the unconditional love... He is the Abba Father that so love us...

And oso even in my darkest point of time God gave me things that i never thought that i would be having... i never.....

I want to Thank God for everything that He did...

I am going to thank a list of ppl that i appreciate this month
(no ranking of merit lol)
Project O
Aaron: For always providing the brotherly love, always forgiving, always able to correct me and oso being such a fun brother. You were there at times of need... i really appreciate wat u've been doing and sorry for always psing u. I love ya bro. =)
Calynne: Thank you For being so appreciative and cheerful... lol. Ur happiness is contagious... really LOL
Khye: Hey after today i really wanna thank you for correcting all of us... and oso puttin in such effort in dance... u really inspired me to really buck up my dance and oso the way u manage things.. n sorry for the spec.. =)
Pui: Hey pui.. i wanna thank you for bringin me to church and oso sharing together of stuff.. sumhow i feel there maybe some miscommunication or maybe i've hurt u last time.. i am sorry once again if i had done so. hope ya forgive me.. but i really wanna thank you for being such a good sister thank you. Also ur flexibility never fails to inspire me!
NikZ: NIKKKK!!! Lol... u are 1 farni guy... enjoy ur presence around.. u never fail to light up the whole atmosphere! u rock teh house!!! THank you for your advice oso.. =)
Theresa: Eh!!!!! okok i owe u a meal.. she is 1 farni girl too! She can laugh whole day non-stop.. i really wanna thank her for giving us morning call and oso being able to take the lead and give us info of Proj O.. her laughter are contagious as well.. and her spastically retarded speech are appreciated too =) Thanxalot theresa!
Yong Zhi: Hey Bro... i wanna tell u.. i've always look up to u... really.. u r a gr8 dancer.. the day i stayed at ur house.. we shared alot..thanxalot for the advice and the coversation we had really touched my heart... u're a gr8 brother and of course we really miss ur presence around in proj O.. but wateva it is u will remain in my heart a gr8 dancer always! Love ya loads bro!
Chewie: LOLOL! This girl is always ecstatic n is always laughing away at any matter even if its lame.. And she has a spastic face oso. lol Thanxalot for being such a gr8 sis!
Kenneth: Hey bro.. know u for a few mth onli.. but jeah... wateva it is... let's go through the 9 mth together and lets rock it all up!
XiaoXian: Tho i havent been able to really fellowship with u.. but i really am inspired by ur jazz posture and the jazz technique... Rock on xiao xian! =)
Tian Wan: Hey bro.. u inspire me man.. ur hardwork is really rewarded! I wanna put in as much effort.. everytime when i stretch.. i will always think of u.. the hardwork n the reward... thanxalot for being able to share with me that day in cg oso.. will always love ya bro! =)
Audictive
Min Kuan: Hey bro I love ya man! U never fail to brighten up my day... always helping me financially... always being there for me when i am down.. always keeping me updated from cg... and sharing the same passion together... Bro.. really appreciate all that man! LETS DO IT TOGETHER! FOR GOD! =)

Oschool
Carol: For being a teacher, really inspired by the way u dance and always so patience with us! and oso the stamina u have is truly amazin... Enjoyed all the classes
Daniel: I really look up to him as a dancer.. FuNK STYLE~ WoooO~~ he's a really farni brother and really doing things without having to announce it... he has a serving heart... cause i always sees him sweeping.. clearing up things in O sch. Ur simple action will nvr escape human eyes.. even if i dont see it.. God sees it =)
Ginn: For being such a fun instructor.. and really teaching us all the style choreo and correcting our timing! Thanxalot!!! Enjoyed all the sessioN~
Ryan: A very hilarious and friendly instructor... however he's at the same time strict and controlled at class.. Enjoy the body conditioning class.. and of all the time u fellowshiped with us!
=)
Ben: Also another hilarious bro~ lOl~ He's a gr8 popper n waver... lol inspired by the way he dance and enjoy the times we chatted! =)
Bro Kenny: Really a very good leader.. Love every single cg.. every sermon and message is conveyed in such a way that i will want more of it! Thank you for being such a gr8 leader and oso managing audictive.. thank you for all the Advice that u gave to us. =)

Family
Mother: LOVE YA LOADS MUM!!! Best mum eva! Never fails to support me inspite of not being able to tolerate Hip Hop... For all the love that u gave me.. i thank you mum!

I wanna thank everyone that i have yet to mention.. n of course i wanna thank GOD!! =)

From now on i am going to make it a point that i am going to push everything to the maximum and have a breakthru out of everything that i do! whateva i touch on whateva i am doing it will prosper!

I love to dance n beatbox.. the passion burns inside of me... Kristos kai kosmos...

"I can do all things through christ who strengthen me" Phil 4:13

in the midst

2006-08-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

Really learnt alot from Dr A.R Bernard....
Knowledge is the key...
Knowledge unlocks the thing you have yet to know...
You are limited in your life to the content of ur own mind...

Kristos kai kosmos...

Love you Jesus....

I've got to learn how to be specific in most of the thing i do.. with my friends.. family.. school mates and such... Specificity is the basis of cooperation...

To be the Daniel... In the culture.... It really preached directly into me... Daniel didnt eat of their food.. but he was given the authority and favour...

Pray for me frens... i am going to join a band... the thing goes like this... the ppl in my band are all pioneers of the hip hop scene... but all of their band disbanded... due to relationship problem in the band.. (not them they are innocent) well so they wanna form a band that have regular performance at cocolatte every tuesday night.. and if they do have a fan base... things will go very smoothly... I wanna thank God for really opening a path for me and really have favour from all the ppl... i did a performance on last week friday.. was pretty good and so they invited me to their band.. but they are all really very talented bunch of ppl... 4 malay 1 chinese... if i go in that means 2 chinese... kinda scared... but do pray for me... let me influence them not another way instead...

Last word i wanna say... Thanxalot to all the ppl that tagged and that cared... really ur every single care matters =P thanxalot yo... Love ya ppl

Knowledge translate into authority.

I really feel abit =\ cause i dunno how to play any instrument =(... and all the ppl in there noes how to play like at least 2-3 instrument.. sob..i wanna learn bASSSSS but no $$$ to get bass guitar... sianed... i get it why i learn bbox... LOL CAUSE ITS FREE~ WEE lOLOl

Hey if ya guys need any prayer do tag in my board to tell me ur prayer request =)

little grief of mine

2006-08-16T03:10:00.000+08:00

No one cared to ask....

Did i make the right choice?...

iuno.....

Who is Jacky?

You will soon fade into nothingness...

help me......

Lord listen to my prayer....

Take me out of the valley...

have mercy on ur servant...

I love you Jesus....

Few summaries

2006-06-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

Wed: Was my first time in the class... and also the first Project O training.. it's dope... was doing all the warm up and stuff... really got to have a very good ankle or not sure ggnore...

Actually for myself.. i really enjoyed the class... just that my posture aint right.. iuno why eh... oh well..

Mon: Went to see a movie called CARS with pui, Freddy n Kiyoko.. pretty dope and touching movie... i like it...

I got 3 gigs coming up.. on fri and sat.... 1 is around raffles place mrt another serangoon and another at orchard... yep the orchard busk again... lol.. hope ta cya guys there =P

Sorry arh... later i blog in detail again..

3 Performance Review

2006-06-26T02:59:00.000+08:00

1st Performance....

Venue:Home Club (Boat Quay)

Time:5pm(report) 9pm(Starts) 10:30(perform)

It was pretty cool.. I met up with HuaTz around 5:20pm at Raffles Place... came out and walked to Boat Quay (on the way we saw Sun MTV on the big Screen)... went to Home Club and registered our name, Got our artist sticker and den told us abt the sequence and stuff.... he told us to come back at 7 for sound check.. so we went to Mac to eat... Pui Phoned to ask abt bling stuff =)

7pm reached went back to club... and den did our sound check.. the DJ noes bboxin.. but basics. Oh well... and so we tested... but i ferget to test Da Jungle beat... so we went out and slack.. till 8pm lidis we went into home club and continue to slack... till 9pm.. the thing start.... 98% are Malays and 2% are chinese... lol... so all the rappers were there... and i was Praying... for a few minutes that he will guilde us... in that noisy place.

Our turn Came.. we did our thing... and my Jungle was a big big bad turn out... but nvm.. the rest was ok and things picked up fast... =)

we went off straight and met up with pui they all just to go back home lol...

Personal Experience Rating: 5/10

Comment By Others n Testimony: Austin the Organizer said the Warner Music Executive saw the thing and thinks that our performance was the best out of the whole thing.. and encourage us to continue our path../ Thank God for such things... I really needed encouragement at that point of time.. that whether should i cont for club performances =)... i am more determined now =)

2nd Performance

Venue: Children Church

Time: 10.30am

Was there since 10:30am.. i was late... actually.. i took a cab down.. and found out actually i can be there at 11am.. but nvm... got to be on time... haiya DXO la... ton till 7am den reach home.. wait for 1st MRT.. but nvm la... its ok... i slept 3 hrs and den went to children church with sinous... but nvm.. i tested the mic and was cool... so lotsa ppl..

I went up to get some food to eat... prayed along the way.... eat dim sum den went back

The kids are just wonderful.. so talented actually i dun hate kid that badly after all.. just that i find them irritating sumtime.. and i have very low tolerant on kids cry.. LOL oh well... HuaTz came... and we did our stuff to the kids.. dunno whether they like it or not.. seems to me there are shock.. LOL... oh well we went to church shortly After...

PER: 9/10.. we get to learn how to entertain kids =).. they are awesome.. and a huge crowd too.. love em

CnT: Pst Aileen said it was Good and wish for us to teach the kid... that's Good cause i think.. i should really start planning on a proper lesson to teach ppl how to learn bbox =) Thank God for this opportunity really opening to us not just hip hop society.. but to the kids too

3rd Performance

Venue: Heeren

Time: 6pm

I went to SMU to wait for Ger they all.. all late sia.. nvm la... lOL~... i sumtime always late oso oh well... they reached.. HuaTz reached too.. so i went off with HuaTz along with amanda cap... to the venue.. it's actually called orchard busk...

Reached heeren at 5:30 lidis.. saw rien performing... and went over.. den he pass mic to me.. did abit of mic testing.... and den waited for Ghetto to come... they came and den they came... alrite we did the opening act with Audictive Item... finished and they dance.. after that.. 10 min bbox.. by all the other bboxer.. den finally comes the DAnce solo battle.. did my stuff .. they did theirs.. and den was good.. so we took a rest and the rest of the bboxer did their thing.. den Amanda left.. and took back the cap... sweaty.. SORRY AMANDA... =) so we played around and den many ppl was there.... TTIME FINALIST MERVYN AND YONG KUANG!! alot of other cg ppl was there too... thanxalot for supporting =) love em ppl! Den the organizer of the orchard busk came to talk to us abt further plans for audictive.. really thank God for this.. after orchard busk we went off to E2Max and had a gr8 time with ppl over there... took photo till mad and den played games... =) went back home shortly after=)

PER: 8/10.. was actually enjoying myself rather than performing.. but its an open space performance.. really is a busk

CnT: Heard some ppl say that ppl are amazed and really is moved to donate.. and oso the opportunity that God have given us.. =)

yo!

2006-06-23T05:05:00.000+08:00

OK i just came up with a new Blogskin.. and i just revived this blog due to the persistent msg of pui pui~ and she helped me find this skin... but i editted it anyway.. and got rid of the copy right LOL.. i am evil... cause like the copy right abit destroy the whole wallpaper =P

Well let's Blog abt today.... Been out since 5pm.... i've got to reach Home Club at boat quay which is around rafflesplace... Got there register with Austin the organizer and get our time slot to perform.... WAited for a few min with HuaTz b4 deciding to go to Macdonald and chill... over there we chatted abit and den Pui phoned... asked abt where to get good bling.. LoL~ Far east lo~

Got bored of Mac and got back to Home club... the population there are like 98% malay and 2% chinese... all are malay.. and they all rap... LoL~ onli our crew are bboxing... and well this performance is abt Fort mInor Block party but i dun see any big relational event abt this and fort minor.. oh well.. did our performance.. wasnt very gr8 due to sound system... but hecks with it.... Once we are done with i got out of the place ASAP.. due to all the huge SMOG.. LOL

Went to meet up with Ger, Pui, Jen, Cal... went there.. they were abt to go.. @(*#&$&@^# lol
but neway talked abit with ger... glad that she's fine... dun giv up dancing ya! ur passion aint that easy to be burnt off =) Dun let Pro O pull u down! =)

Went back home... and here i am blogging =)'

- SLain by the Holy Spirit -

2005-03-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! About time i update another new chapter of my life... yeah! Today is 11/03/05... PST.BENNY HINN LIVE IN SINGAPORE! WOOHOO!! It's been a year since i was praying for him to come into singapore after an accident of reading his Book Good morning Holy spirit and being Glued to it... Came back from the hazardous vincinity known as Woodland ring Sec School... rushed down to admiralty mrt station to meet up with huat and kel... den off we go to SiS.. Man... Crowded like sardins packed in a tin.. Manage to find a queue for them guys...

Went off to choir with Pui, Man, Ling and Jia hui... den sit at the middle of the Choir Platform... Mic literally direct to my mouth... lol... Den we sang a whole lotsa song... see ppl get heal... and get saved... Pst. Benny Hinn Preaching though was short but it was a real good preaching.. powerful and impacting Preaching... and the presence and the anointing of the holy spirit is real strong... after everything... The moment that i was waiting for... has arrived... Pst. Benny Hinn: Does the Choir want to feel the Anointing!? Choir: YES!!
Den He prayed sumthing and suddenly i keep feeling wave after wave of goosebump.. and i heard FALL! and BUMP! i fell to the chair.. i hit my head to the chair and just keep trembling and suddenly a lady laughed.. holy laughter.. wah contagious one... she laugh... everyone start to laugh.. lol.... den we stopped and finally we stood up feeling traumatized... Awesome Experience.. 2molo will be double portion! A MUST GO EVENT!! LOL

Thats about it! LOVE MY GOD!!

Satan's Meeting

2005-02-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Satan called a worldwide conventionof demons. In his opening address he said,"We can't keep Christians from going tochurch.""We can't keep them from reading their Biblesand knowing the truth." "We can't even keepthemfrom forming an intimate relationship with theirSaviour.""Once they gain that connection withJesus, our power over them is broken." "So letthem go to their churches; let them have theircovered dish dinners, BUT steal their time, sotheydon't have time to develop a relationship withJesus Christ.." "This is what I want you to do,"saidthe devil: "Distract them from gaining hold oftheirSaviour and maintaining that vital connectionthroughout their day!" "How shall we do this?"hisdemons shouted. "Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerableschemesto occupy their minds," he answered. "Temptthemto spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow,borrow." "Persuade the wives to go to work forlong hours and the husbands to work 6-7 dayseach week, 10- 12 hours a day, so they canaffordtheir empty lifestyles." "Keep them fromspendingtime with their children." "As their familiesfragment, soon, their homes will offer noescapefrom the pressures of work!" "Over-stimulatetheirminds so that they cannot hear that still, smallvoice." "Entice them to play the radio orcassetteplayer whenever they drive." "To keep the TV,VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly intheirhome and see to it that every store andrestaurantin the world plays non-biblical musicconstantly." "This will jam their minds and breakthat union with Christ." "Fill the coffee tableswithmagazines and newspapers." "Pound theirmindswith the news 24 hours a day." "Inva de theirdriving moments with billboards." "Flood theirmailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs,sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter andpromotional offering free products, servicesandfalse hopes.." "Keep skinny, beautiful modelsonthe magazines and TV so their husbands willbelieve that outward beauty is what's important,and they'll become dissatisfied with theirwives. " "Keep the wives too tired to love theirhusbands at night." Give them headachestoo! "Ifthey don't give their husbands the love theyneed,they will begin to look elsewhere." "That willfragment their families quickly!" "Give themSantaClause to distract them from teaching theirchildren the real meaning of Christmas." "Givethem an Easter bunny so they won't talk abouthisresurrection and power over sin anddeath." "Evenin their recreation, let them beexcessive." "Havethem return from their recreationexhausted." "Keep them too busy to go out innatureand reflect on God's creation. Send them toamusement parks, sporting events, plays,concerts,and movies instead. "Keep them busy, busy,busy!" "And when they meet for spiritualfellowship, involve them in gossip and small talkso that they leave with troubledconsciences." "Crowd their lives with so manygood causes they have no time to seek powerfrom Jesus." "Soon they will be working in theirown strength, sacrificing their health and familyfor the good of the cause." "It will work!" "It willwork!"It was quite a plan! The demons went eagerlyto their assignments causing Christianseverywhere to get busier and more rushed, goinghere and there. Having little time for their God ortheirfamilies. Having no time to tell others about thepower of Jesus to change lives. I guess thequestion is, has the devil been successful inhis schemes? You be the judge!!!!! Does "BUSY"mean: B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke?

Romanticalization

2005-02-19T01:38:00.000+08:00

I first saw u..
being just a stranger to me...
i walked by without even saying hi..
den until 1 day...
it came just like any other day..
when i talked to u...
face to face..
I didn't notice but that is the start of Love Budding off from the seed..
I started to watch ur beautiful smile mesmerizing me in everyway..
my heart beats faster as i waited 4 ur message to arrive into my cellphone..
Slowly not only we became friend in just a few short days..
we became Buddy...
I tried promising sending u back to ur nest..
Yet i only succeded once...
U showered Love on me..
I showered care on you..
Yet it dawn on me on that fateful day...
When i decided that the Flower shall bloom today...
that the locust start to attack...
being helpless i watched as the petals slowly swirls away...
Torn, Pierced, hurt, Stabbed, brokened...
My Heart beats stopped as i envisage the death of the flower....
I stood, helding back my tears as my heart halted for a life time...
I draw my breath and said to the petal... softly... into her lovely ears..
Till the end of the earth... i shall await for the season of bloom....
Whatever it maybe... through all four season.... i shall endure on...
just to be able to see u and whisper softly "I Love.... u...."

-=Copyright=-

2005-02-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yo! Sup Guys! Just did a hair cut... well... not much for that... pretty easy to style... not to say much about how easy it is when i did my first my first hair cut and the next day i got caught for not having proper slope, fringe too long, side burn in appropriate... man... well i cant do much... it's school rule..

Well school wasnt much for me... just that there was this girl... that well.. like me... from what i heard... oh well.. dun mind abt it... this year i guess all the girls are crazy... i so ugly still got ppl like =.=

Well Today i went to send Norman off to australia... wah.. everybody feeling so sad... i took some artistic picture and all.. wah super sad.. but however it was an awesome day... haha on the way to changi airport, talk with mag alot of thing.. very fun... den reach airport... fellowship... was pretty awesome... but well... what was fun is that we took a whole lotsa photo.. i should one day make a photo album out of it haha!

long time no read? haha

2005-01-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

Yo guys! its been a long time since u guys seen new post in my blog i guess... haha.... i am now in church actually... using mag laptop... haha kinda not use to it tho... but well...

Lets talk about yesterday... i woke up at around let see...9.... and went to woodland stadium by cab... saw janice, dorothy... haha did some running and went back home... had a quick bath and ran frantically to the mrt station to meet up with teong kun... well and zi shen.. took mrt down to jurong point and ate some awesome pizza... Went to church and did some queuing up.... rush down to seat... after service... i went to ate at a hawker center.... well... not much... and return back to cafe... spend a boring time there either... and went back home.... around 11++ tong ri asked me down to talk... so i did and we did some gossiping and stuff... and the xiao hei and kiki... farni sia... haha and went back home.... talk abit and went to sleep... its abit short now... i will be adding more alater.... cya fer now...

My -D a y-

2005-01-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

Lol.... i am out of idea for my title.....
Today is not such a bad day actually....

Basically i Accelerated at 6:30. Took a bath, Brushed my teeth, had my warm coffee and bread... saw the time was 7pm (took to much time relaxing) so i rushed down to school.... well... I ferget to bring my wallet, didnt bring my DnT Mind map. Well what more i reached and took the class diary... sat at the quadrangle and start to read the book.... cant really concentrate bcos of min kuan and edmunds talking.... bleahz.... however took a great amount of focus to at least finish abt 2 pages of the book. Went back to class for chemistry...Mrs Whelan recap abit abt the Metal... Well i had it all up in my brain.... kinda like rebooting the brain from holiday season.... back to study.... chemistry wasnt that hard after all... after much of the mind mapping of metal...

It was DnT.... total fun in the lab... did mass printing in the lab... analysis, problem situation and so on.... Tong Ri was pretty unhappy abt Dorothy taking all his idea.... very... so he decided to copy all of dorothy problem situation and type it out in the microsoft word... printed 3 pages and 1 for me, 1 for him and 1 for kee yong... well actually all of the 32 situation are from kiki and tong ri... all of them.... after around 2 period or so... i completed all of what i needed and began helping ppl around to print stuff... seems like only 3 working printer... lol.... well den it was my very agonizing turn to see the teacher... but it seem some what exciting... i know i have put in effort and that the teacher will not be scolding me for no reason.... so i went on and explain my stuff... he's quite ok with it.... just my mind map... happy man...

Recess was next.... awesome borrowed $2.10 from Huat and bought a plate of mixed vege rice... kinda nice... i was some what like ravaging the food... and den i went to the hall... sat there and was with edmund, min kuan and zi shen.... then the worst thing in my life and of the day.... came.... pui, mabel, jeannie... well the whole group came to me... and said they wanna tell me something... so i said ya... and they told me this girl from sec 4.... a some what plump girl..... or i should say VERY PLUMP! liked me.... i was like... u know..... reflex arc... involuntary.... i immediatly spitted out some of my saliva... it was like kinda cough yet vomitting those kind? then here goes... teasing of the month.... Oh well... definitely very gross for me... arghh...

Went back to class with a very dull mood and grotest feeling.... open the door of te class and went to my sit.... it was chinese... here goes Tong Ri at his act of persuasion again.. trying to persuade the teacher to shift the chinese spelling to a later period... thus Xiaohui did... (LOL) and we did some new chapter learning thingy... den his saviour came... the badminton ppl... and he got away from the spelling... lol... den we did spelling... (i didnt learn and did quite badly) oh well... and den it was English... which was quite interesting how Elly and Ben tried to talk with each other using criticism and succusm... farni... very farni.... i was laughing the whale period... den we did some essay planning.... Bell rang and everyone woke up from the study mood and went to wherever they were planning to go....

Helped out in the science lab... here goes mabel... and the rest... teasing me again -.-.... sick and tired of it... and den i saw this group of sec 1 or 2 torturing snail..... man... how i wish i could tell them if they were the snail... after that i went back home.... did some Downloading of NARUTO!!!! and slept.... Woke up by a very noisy phone call... it was Mdm.Aiysha... or wateva it was being spelt.... i tot what did i do wrong.... den i later found out it was just mere planning of the sutff for the class and so on... so i was like oh ok... den now... i am typing the blog... as i type.. i think.... as i think... i see what i type... kinda lame i know... just to lengthen my blog... LOL

Ok guys thats for today! need to go and revise my SS and Bio... i've got 2 alien test waiting for me. O level standard ya know...
Cya guys 2molo! God bless!

Day of every other day

2005-01-19T12:37:00.000+08:00

I slumber from sleep back to reality at 6am.... just to burn my DnT stuff into the Disc. Went to school and started the silent reading session... not long after i went back to class.... thinking today would be another... not so much of a fun kinda day.... Yet Surprises tend to hide under this thoughts... Math for the first 2 lesson.... Well... Easy as 1,2,3.... i mean like its so easy... completed the piece of work within 5 min with Tong Ri. i feel glad that i sat beside him, cause he tend to motivate me and i tend to motivate him... studying seems lively once more.

After math was DnT and the teacher wasnt here... was kinda disappointed though.. i wanted to print the picture... arghh... oh well... i hurried a few problem situation and finished up my Chinese homework. soon after it was time for English.... Old lady Raj again... we did sumthing on descriptive writing or so.... den it was reccess..... had some chill and den back to class after a few incident in the canteen that made me laugh and at the same time sympathy for the old lady that clean the table... Mother tongue was next.... hurried back class from the hall.... That Mr.XiaoHui came to class (lol) den made us do chinese spelling and so.... Tong Ri made all of the stupid phrases up by combining all the words from the chineses book... lol.

After the Chinese was Social Study... i guess our class pissed mrs.tan off.... she was really pissed... everyone could see...so everyone suddenly turned quiet and focus onto her... she taught and lectured us that we would all fail.... oh well.... den it came to this english remedial... this lady with big eyes... came in and taught us Reading aloud in Oral.... with proper pronunciation and articulation and sort.... everyone was suppose to read the paragraph of word with the best of his/her ability.... well everyone was like monotonous....until MY TURN! I read it and it was cool i guess... den it became Tong Ri turn... he was nervous.... nevertheless the Old Women voice was superb! lol
Soon after... Tong Ri was my partner on reading the boresome passage.... well anything boresome that came to out hand... it turn out to be the most funniest and the most interesting passage in life! lol Exagerating abit ler... hehe.

Went back home with Tong Ri and KiKi.... Awesome day with them... back at home i slept till 7pm and now... i am blogging... =P Good day nevertheless^^

Today.... Just plain today

2005-01-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

Yo guys! How have u guys been? haha.... well... i just did up my blog as said.... and i manage to figure out how to insert the music player into the stupid blog... contains around 800 songs i would say... u must've been amazed by the navigation button right! lol.... oh well... anyway the music player is take from www.rofx.net... thanx to him! well i dint use it for any commercial purposes anyway... so i guess its alright. Ok lets take abt a summary of what i feel today....

Well... i woke up at around 6:30 to be surprised by my deadly looking mother.... which seems like she will kill me any moment if i didnt wake up... lol abit of exageration... dun mind me.... Went off to school.... borrowed a tie from a teacher by the name of er.... i ferget who issit... nvm abt it... all thanx to miss tang... actually she wasnt that bad afterall...
den... there is no PE (AGAIN).... and we had CME.... den maths.... which kinda bore me to death... but i've learned to do sumthing abt it.... den reccess... which took a whole lotsa deal to fully recover from my slumbering mode of studying into relaxing... oh well i've got to retune it back to stdying mode right after reccess... which is a waste of mental energy i guess... haha(no logic).... my skills of crapping is getting higher and higher... wonder why...
There goes chinese class... where everyday is a total break point for us chinese student... everyday chinese spelling, not only that we have to have lesson everyday... sheez.... Tong Ri went off to badminton competition b4 he could even take the spelling .... lucky fellow...

Went to Ben house.... decided that he come to my house and try a couple of PS2 game... GTA San Andreas and den we did some crazy thing we shouldnt be doing in the real world... den i went to Bible study at jurong point with Bro V. Now i am back... feeling totally Bewildered by how Exhausted i am.... bleahz.... Exagerating on my words again.... well got to train up my linguistic writing.. lol

Hope u guys like my blog... will update the blog regularly if i got the time once again^^

Sufficient Regular Custom of what u get everyday!

2004-11-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hi guys back for more updates on.... MY LIFE! hahaz kinda lame i know... oh well what can i do... lol! Well i have the most awesome moment in my life this few weeks! My friend got safe, My mum is going to bless me a new CPU, she bless me $30, Rising up from cell, Friends been better to me now.... but what can i say! God is blessing me! Amen!

Well.... lets talk abt today... i woke up at 9am from the irritating blue alarm clock... took my bolster and whack the alarm... well it was so durable that even it flew off... it still rang on... pffft... well so i got to get out of my bed and press it... and then i smsed to Madeline as i need to ask her to bring the laying foundation... smsed and and went back to lala land... haha XD! WEll got up at 12 and saw Madeline sms that she gtg to pick her sister up... so i smsed Sin man... and well all didnt go much well as we cancel the stuff... however after much thoughts i went to sin man house for a guitar frenzy.... but it wasnt much of the guitar frenzy... went home and asked min kuan to come along... man in my life this friend of mine was the first to be trusted man.. he is tolerant, shy, tough and is trustworthy... he came to my house and played a few games... well and we played LOTR: Return of the king.... i played gandalf and he played Aragorn.. well... and Madeline Called~..... she asked abt the Sim stuff... well taught her abit.. but i guess without the real thing i can explain specifically... lol, sorry mag....lol den hor! SHE KNOW ABT THE PERSON THAT I LIKED B4!!!! =.=;;;;;;; .... topid blog..... lol... mag! i tot u dun surf much internet de =.=..... pfffffttt.... oh well...
and so after that min kuan left and i talked to my mum awhile... the most warmest love after jesus.. was the mother love..... she is the most awesome person u could ever get.....

I think this whole thing a lil down hor the atmosphere... i going to change my blog sooner or later... designing one for myself =.= bleahz... 2molo i gtg work ler... sianz.... but oh well God said to work for 6 days and rest for 1 day.... so yea! i work! Anyway! God bless to all u guys man!

Friends are sometimes the best Gold in the world but yet they can also be the Worst snare u set for yourself

The world are a cruel world, Yet human that put the whole trust in friends are fool themself. Trust in the

Lord your God only for he is the Lord that is the same, Yesterday, today and forevermore!

Friendship are like Ship that holds to captain, Going towards the same direction, With much backstabbing

and different aims and friction the ship will soon Sink and its no more. Thus Do treasure your friendship.

Psa 118:8

It is better to trust in the Lord Than to put confidence in man.

Ohoi! I am back! FOR MORE!

2004-11-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

Duh! man i am finally back! with this lame stuff in my internet.. i dun get it why i cant enter blogspot until i found out my internet was blocking it... bleahz.... but wateva it is... man i feel like the return of the MAN! lol... well just joking.

Ok lets get movin... i ressurected on 11pm.... did the morning routine again...(Arghhh i am tired of this routine) and i rush to my com to check out the latest episode of Naruto~ wow... man it's awesome how Sasuke is gonna take 3yrs and everyone is going like Training madness... but anyway after that i brighten up ppl life by having my Private server online... Ragnarok online Server... did some prank on those ppl (since i am a Game Master i could do almost everything to them Unknown to their eyes) hehe... But after that i got to rush down to my Nephew Bday... Big day... went to the MRT station and i saw Man Man sitting there with a couple of guys that i know... when there and told them i gtg to the Bday will be going to svc3... den i when off... den sumthing caught my eye... i saw Janice, vincent and Rachel... Duh... Janice was like making up... pretty... but i feel very weird.. always see her not in make up suddenly she make up hor.. lol...but anyway den i when all the way to Somerset.... eat the stupid buffet... so happy actually... to found out that all of my relatives sees that i have slim down alot... hehz... and the matter of fact i slim down a total of 5kg in 3 days... due to some malnutrition... lol just jk....

Den i went all the way to church and was impacted by the preaching... Rev.Kong is the best Pastor u could ever find.. or maybe... lol

Den i remember.... that 07/11/04..... seven eleven... the day.... her birthday... den i was like... its her birthday!! HER BIRTHDAY!!! den i was struck by this piercing needle again... arghh... didnt like that.... shouldnt have remembered her bday.. didnt wanna know her again... wateva it is... i dun like it....

After that i played 3 hrs of Lineage2.... great graphics... great game compare to WOW Lineage is much more better than WOW... but anyway den now i am here writing this.. i am going to figure out how to make frames in my blog... catch u guys later

The day of.. BOREDOM =.=

2004-09-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

man it was quite boring today.... i dunno what came to my mind.... =.=

took my first heavy breath at 6.30.... as usual i did my morning routine... i went to drink a cup of coffee and changed.... after doing so i went to sch...

I reached sch and slept immediately on the table for around 30 mins till the same old teacher came in and asked us to read the topid story book.... after tat lesson began, it was bio.. .took the test.. was really very easy... if i am not wrong i could even get a 90/100.... duhz... oh well too much confidence.... i smsed Yuki... she replied back i was so happy... my first msg... my heart melt as her msg was being openned... oh well dun wanna say so much abt her... =P well it's my life ^^, But this is a blog rite? ah who cares i am not gonna say so much abt her =P..... but anyway i was very infuriated by Ms.tang words and i said this in the class.... "I DID WELL! And ppl say i copy.. wat can i do? People Bias mah.." So loud in the clas... i dunno wat came into me... arghh... this is the very first time in the yr being so sarcastic to a teacher... but of course i am already agitated by it ler... den she said to give a test tomolo.... so ok... i will prove it that i can pass without copying with my own strength... i can pass... by God's Divine strength, wisdom and grace! Amen...

After all those lesson i went back home... i wanted to go out.... but i didnt... thus i asked huat to come to my house to revise math.. but i didnt... my cousin asked me to go out... argghhh... well so i went.. expecting to come back by 6.... in the end i came back by 9.... and I DIDNT BRING MY HP!!! sheez.... i came back and saw huat angry sms... i apologize to him.... man (Sorry arh huat) topid cousin... ah well... was out with my cousin to granny house.... talk a lil there, ate my dinner there and i finally finish DLing the WoW ^^

Happy Day Hath Cometh

2004-09-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

hahaz... Hey guys! I have returned back to normal... How are u guys and i hope u guys do all the best for ur 'N' n 'O' lvl!

I had the most wonderful Bday today! We had Pizza after school (eating like a beast) and we had some guys after that.... and den we played block catching... lol though it might sound childish... lemme tell u the truth! IT IS AWESOME! lol very fun and i enjoyed it alot.. especially from the cathcing and hiding... the thrill that come... lol!

I thank u all from the bottom of my heart! Sincerely... I thank you guys for making this Birthday "Party" such a fun day for me! Thanx!

Yuki accepted me in msn... i was so happy... my heart raced... i quickly talked to her..... but she was busy... so i didnt wanna bother her much... =P there are things that so much penetrate my heart more than things tat wanted to penetrate my heart... life is so much so... full of surprises and warmth.... but the society, the reality of full of snare to traps u into depression, anger, jealousy, confusion n death.... to what may come... live ur life to the fullest ^^

Sorry.... i cant take it

2004-09-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

sorry guys... been a long long long long long long time.... since i posted my last blog.... anyway.... it's been a very busy month, day,minute, second... arghhh i cant joke anymore.... i cant feel the presence of myself.... Drowned by love..... drowned by disappointment, Drowned by Emotion, feeling, mentally..... i cant take it....

I just saw the girl that was in my heart..... i don't know why... whenever the name Yuki, who ever it is strike into my ear.. my heart beats louder, harder, faster...... tears swell into my eye.... today.... i saw HER IN Friendster... i saw her photo.... for 4 yrs i have not seen her.... her face blooms right infront of my eye..... my feelin when ecstatic..... for a few second.... and fade off.. with pain, disappointment, regrets coming into my heart.... replacing that 1 moment of ecstatic moment.... looking at her... through the photos... immediately place a piercing feeling into my heart.... i feel like.... the world has ended..... i feel like so empty... i feel.... so.... not on earth... i cannot take it... i cannot take the pain... that dwells so deep into my heart..... that occupy so big of space..... that conquered most of my domination.... my nerve weakens.... my muscle soften.... my heart sadden.... my eye redden... i cant pick myself to the reality anymore.... i cant face it.. how.. how to... now i really can feel how it feel like... i... i..... argh.... Yuki...... yuki.... I LOVE U SO MUCH...... i cant take it... .it's killing me..... i have been thinking of u... almost everyday..... ur name occupy my brain..... WHY!!!! sobz...
Sorry Yuki For neglecting u.... i.... actually i love u so much... i just dun dare to talk to u.... sorry.

Yuki=Her name

Prelim 3rd Day (Hist & Math)

2004-08-25T07:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.... today... i woke up at 5am in the morning to continue what i have left yesterday... i read the whole book from chapt 1 all the way to chapt 6 and today at 5am i studied the note that teacher gave us.... oh man... my eyes feel like it's gonna give way in any moment... but i endured through out and played some game on 6:30 (Exam still can play game what am i thinking)
But oh well went to school mentally prepared and it came to my thought that i was having math today.... and den i Gasp... and den i look up into the sky..... and den i look down on to my feet.... and den i told myself.... hahaz.... by faith bahz.... i ferget that i have MATH EXAM FOR TODAY~~~!!!! but i did well through out... i guess...
and for my history paper... Knowledge just keep flowing and flowing and flowing... non-stop.... while doing SEQ (was doing Hitler) i thought of how i can improve my source base den i went to source base and improved it den i went back to SEQ and den i was doing C and den a thought came to my mind to improve B and i improved it... it was awesome... i did a Whole FULL ANSWER on 2 FULL PAGE! all words... haha.. dunno how the teacher gonna mark... not sianz meh... den i went back home... threw my bag and switch on my com

Bio will be 2molo.... i guess i could effort to study at a later time thus a played abit of RO and it's now 4:35pm... awesome day.... well.. not bad for me i guess.... but my wrist kinda pain right now.... Excessive writing.... lol Oh well cya guys l8er~ ^.-

Kambatte For all people who are taking prelim Q(^.^Q)

Summary of 21,22 (Holy Weekend)

2004-08-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

|21st of August|
Ah well on 21st was an awesome day! Woke up early in the morning 9am, went to school and collected my folio den i went back to improve on it....

Went to Church at 1pm, for choir prac, den when i met up with sin man n Puiman (both are in choir) me and sin man talked abit b4 noticing that puiman look kinda sick and quiet... then i learned that she was quite tired.... We reached Church and went to the leader staircase... ah well Sis Monica said that there will be no Choir cause Hillsong United dun wan choir.... well so we went to the Long staircase which i have never gone to for quite some time... fellowshiped and den off we go to the main audi where we met all the other church mate~ Praise and Worship Was awesome! Hillsongs are PRo~ the used the Whole congregation as the choir and as we are singing melody they sung the parts... wow... but it rox~ Preaching was kewl too! Rev. Ulf Came and preached abt Holy SPirit~

After the Sermon N241 & W16 went to eat (cellgroup) After some cold and lame Dinner with a couple of guys, off we go to Cafe and fellowship a lil b4 i went to do Drama Practise with Ling2, Adrian, Norman & ZS. I recieved my OM card from Bro Valor... Veri Happi~ oh well it is not the card that we are aiming for but a better relationship with God! Amen?
Went back Home~
did my dnt till 5 am and fall asleep.

22nd of August
Today early in the morning woke up at 9am.... but i continue to sleep till 12pm... den after that i woke up and do sum com stuff... as usual surf the net.. did sum DLing den off i go to Cellgroup... where we had some fun and Bro Valor Preach about leadership which i felt inspired and More afirm that i needed to Rise up and be the Leader... WEnt back home with Bro Valor, Adrian and christ.... Talk some joke along the way... and den i went back home.... Reached home i ate my dinner and Watch the Li Jua hui Table Tennis Athens Competition.. man she lost.... Singapore.... When will Singapore Win.... oh well... And here i am writing my Blog... hehz...

Not much for today... but i will be doing my DnT later. cya all~

Vast Happiness

2004-08-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys Sup! Thanx fer looking at my blog! ^^ will be changing this blog in about 2 weeks time... designing my very own blog cause i got myself a new prog ^^ well today was overall an awesome day for me, No sadness or watsoever but happiness throughout the day ^^

I woke up 6.50AM early in the morning, looking upon the clock i rushed to my morning routine and with a fresh cup of coffee i start my day anew.... walk hastily to school wishing that i would not be late for my very frustrating taf club.... well to my extreme surprise they are taking weight fer today~ erm well i felt happy cause i knew i will be definitely out of taf club... so i took my weight... -3kg... and den off i go to classroom.... as usual our Form Teacher didnt came today and so i talked about Ragnarok Online for like 1 period with Yi Ting and my Brother Huat~ ah it was an awesome chat.... den i took out my Class photo and gave to a couple of ppl to sign on it, the 3 Psycho member:Spectra, Hulldra and dee dee signed it...den it came to SS where Mrs.Tan taught us some interesting note again and den it came to PE... where we did the Funfit exercise... sure is "FUN". Den CmE which we did nth but chat.... den it came to recess.... den it came to math where Ms.Tang taught some crazy sum... and den.... it came to Chinese... we were recieving our paper for the prelim, it's upon 70.....when my name was being called up.... "Yun Jun... 48 Fen!" i was like WOW!!! First time in my life i did so well in my chinese.... i was aiming for b3... and there it is... my first paper was a b3.... for my 2nd paper... didnt took it today... so the excitement and anxiousness still burns...(Crosses finger and pray... B3...b3..b3 ~>.<~)

Went Back home did some Gaming and that Sleepy Zi Shen slept on my Sofa for the whole day... and on 6.15pm i went to Edmund house to help out in his troublesome Computer stuff....but nevertheless i did solve his problem... me, Edmund and Huat Played RO for quite some time den Huat continue and as for me and edmund we did some SS revision and i Ate Dinner at Edmund house... thought the food might look simple.. it was just delicious... it's awesome home made Delicacy!(Thanxalot Edmund and ya Parents^^)

But Anyhow i came back home feeling kinda tired.... just mopped my floor and here i am doing my blog... hehz... but nevertheless simple yet happy day ^^ My Prayer has been heard and Wisdom was being departed into me... I Thank God! ^^ Amen!

Brand new Fresh inspiration

2004-08-19T14:22:00.000+08:00

Yo guys! How are u! Just got a new skin, i got it's basic layer javascript and a Background wallpaper, the rest..... ha, u got it! I edited it.... almost everything..... it all consisted of basic javascript and html code... .guess i can count on my own below standard html coding~ hahaz..... but oh well...

Well today was a cool day for me, Got a inspiration to make good website and learn good computer knowledge... cause well... i guess that's my talent... but for now i got to concentrate on my 'N' lvl, u know there was this chinese proverbs that says "Xian Ku Hou Tian" which means u start out being hardworking and u might suffer but when the result come, it's gonna be as sweet as honey~ hahaz....

But well... woke up early in the morning.... once again i wished i would have been in my dream land and would never have to wake up and go school again~ but i slumber from my sleep and did my morning routine, went to school and has a nice match of soccer with ben & co, well wasnt much for me as i was defending... but we won~ haz!
Right after that we went back to classroom and oh man.. bio craps...... math craps.... hist craps and there is came... the d & t Sweetness..... hahaz... Mr.Loh went to some nice Reservice thus giving us some 3 period rest, i didnt rest though... made some nice ole cross fer me self! lol, but ah well.... and after that eng craps.... den HOME! i went back straight home and had my prayer meeting with Zi shen and Pui man.... 3 person... but by faith.... even if it's 3 person! The presence is still there! 30 min of prayer and after that i spend about 3 hr of time making this blog. After that i made my way down to the Bible study i had with Bro Valor (My cellgroup leader) and did bible study and we fellowship, a couple of joke, a couple of serious matter and several information learned.... But anyway it's all the way Great for today... i felt good for my web^^ may try making web using blogspot! Take care yeah! Off i go to some sleep! ^^ Cya guys!

Started Out fine....

2004-07-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

Today was the everyday norm for me... woking up with the drowzy me and getting to school still with the drowzy look on the face, Nothing much happen except most ppl was dressed up with all kinds of racial traditional dress.... well for me... kinda bore me, didnt like much of that as well.

Right after school i went back home with the hope of getting my character in Ragnarok Online to get into a higher lvl... with the Exp and Drop rate doubly increased i trained with much ease... but well it bores me as well... until i have realize that i didnt much remember God existence... didnt pray to him and so on and so forth... i started to know why i felt bored the whole day, felt lonely....

Well everything turn out ok as i pray to Jesus... He is the way, the Truth and the Light! he is the way to the eternal life! ^^