sorry guys... been a long long long long long long time.... since i posted my last blog.... anyway.... it's been a very busy month, day,minute, second... arghhh i cant joke anymore.... i cant feel the presence of myself.... Drowned by love..... drowned by disappointment, Drowned by Emotion, feeling, mentally..... i cant take it....
I just saw the girl that was in my heart..... i don't know why... whenever the name Yuki, who ever it is strike into my ear.. my heart beats louder, harder, faster...... tears swell into my eye.... today.... i saw HER IN Friendster... i saw her photo.... for 4 yrs i have not seen her.... her face blooms right infront of my eye..... my feelin when ecstatic..... for a few second.... and fade off.. with pain, disappointment, regrets coming into my heart.... replacing that 1 moment of ecstatic moment.... looking at her... through the photos... immediately place a piercing feeling into my heart.... i feel like.... the world has ended..... i feel like so empty... i feel.... so.... not on earth... i cannot take it... i cannot take the pain... that dwells so deep into my heart..... that occupy so big of space..... that conquered most of my domination.... my nerve weakens.... my muscle soften.... my heart sadden.... my eye redden... i cant pick myself to the reality anymore.... i cant face it.. how.. how to... now i really can feel how it feel like... i... i..... argh.... Yuki...... yuki.... I LOVE U SO MUCH...... i cant take it... .it's killing me..... i have been thinking of u... almost everyday..... ur name occupy my brain..... WHY!!!! sobz...
Sorry Yuki For neglecting u.... i.... actually i love u so much... i just dun dare to talk to u.... sorry.
Yuki=Her name
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